kesha kesiao(:

it all got better(:

2010-08-17T01:12:00.003+08:00

i'm glad all the sad part is gone..now we're both happy!i'll be able to sleep in peace(:the love is getting deeper(:i shan't judge you on your dreams(:i should encourage you instead sorry for b to bailing out..i wont do that again(:even my dad believes in you(:
i loved it when you always make me laugh and smile..i really had fun with you(:when you messaged me my dace immediately lighted up and i started jumping around the whole house..i feel in love with you all over again(:
i have the mood for other things..i want things to stay this way forever(:
i can't wait for thursday!!tanning!!i want to be darker!!i look so sickly!!

i wish i hadn't

2010-08-12T23:11:00.003+08:00

oh my..i fell so hard again..when you tell me about your hopes or dreams..i'll just support them th and listen to them.......sorry for lying to be interested in them..but i don't think i can handle anymore of this anymore...it really hurts but i know i gotta let go..i still love you..something which i cant stop doing now(:
i know i'll be ok..i've been through worst..this is actually considered nothing..no tears yet..
we are worlds apart and i just gotta to accept that right?(:
your dreams are kindda hard to achieve..sorry to break it to you.. but i just dont trust it..

2010-07-27T15:02:00.000+08:00

i updated my blog!bleh to ADE!everything is going to come to an end i think?i love my present life:)going to take a break from work soon and maybe shall return after O's:)oh well..i'll try to update more often:)

i miss you so much):

2010-07-15T11:03:00.002+08:00

it's weird that i want to ignore but i fail to do so everytime):why didn't you do anything yesterday??why only smile??i've made up my mind....but i guess..perhaps it's too late??
haiz..i miss you alot..hope you're coming to class tmr..don't skip it anymore please(:i'll promise to not ignore anymore and just let things be(:i'll even teach you tmr if you need help(:

i want to go home with you tmr so please come..i'm afraid:(

p/s:i never knew i could fall so hard for you):i miss you so much that it hurts:'(

life's been a bitch

2010-06-29T13:04:00.003+08:00

been too lazy to update this almost dead blog
so, work has been a real bitch...my feet always hurt after 9 hours or working at the cafe...fnb is really tiring..but the pay is good though..and hell yeah!!!!two more weeks till i get my ipod touch(:(:something to be really happy about(:(:my mum finally bought my late birthday present as she was too busy working all the time..my baby portable dvd player!!!omg i wont be bored in buses or fucking mrts anymore!!!

classes are a bore...i dont feel like studying but i still do though...oh ya i made a new friend at work..and i really appreciate the person alot..glad he made friends first(:

celebrated father's day at marriott!!!i was so weird going to have the buffet there when my friends were working on that day and i wasn't!!!still glad though!!the food was delicious!!!

can't wait to have high tea at goodwood!!!mummy promised me she would treat me!!!oh scones!!!!!!!!!!and yes..i have to treat my parents to new york new york this month..im gonna be broke):but well...no shopping this month then

my sister will be going to phillipines tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no fair i want to go too!!!!damn school!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna go i wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!she better buy me something very very nice!!!!!

next month i'l be free anyway..my parents will be going to genting and the following month cambodia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!freedom baby!!!!!!!!!!!no curfew(:(:no effing way would i want to go with them...cuz first,my mum is not going to pay for me..she says im not sixteen already!!!wtf??im not paying $800 bucks for a holiday(cambodia)..and im fAR TO SICK of genting already...going once a year is enough!!!i want to go to taiwan!!paris!!!phillipines!!korea!!hongkong!!!brazil!!!germany!!!argentina!!!!!!!!!!!!omg!!!!!!!!!!!japan!!!!!!!!please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGENTINA AND GERMANY ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOODBYE ENGLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

come back to class..i miss you and the feelings are fading already):please come back dont give up

bye earthlings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s:i can only get my iphone next year..fuck!!stupid line!
p/s/s:i need to dye my hair again!!!damn please stay reddish brown forever!!!!!!!

birthday

2010-05-18T13:38:00.002+08:00

MY birthday was super awesome this year!!!!!!!!thank you for all th wishes and of cuz Presents!!!thanks fish,sotong and prawn for celebrating my birthday with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and don't forget my family members!!!!hehe

ok i'm really lazy to blog!!

p/s:i love my new hair colour!!copper red(:

wtf!!!

2010-05-04T15:29:00.003+08:00

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
i'm tired,lazy, too pissed to do anything!!the last time i checked doing something super fun was last saturday and sunday!!the next two days..fugging boring!!oh come on faster call me to start working soon!!!!!

i'm too lazy for classes!!my SIR!!has been a real bitch!!and an idiot touched my notebook yesterday!!

and yes..i need to hang my freaking clothes soon(:

bye peeps who don't look like aliens(:

p/s:wake up 5 plus on sat,go changi airport to fetch GODMOTHER,Sammy's birthday at night..mother's day on sunday!!oh shit..i'm becoming broke!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guts?

2010-04-29T13:26:00.005+08:00

i really need the guts to face you..it's been almost three months but the fear of speaking to you again is still there..i need to overcome this fear of reaching out to you..i know i said i can't be bothered anymore but there's something about you that still makes me bother about you

amaths is tmr boy(:and hopefully we'll get a chance to speak without anyone around(:i really need to talk to you):

i'm sorry i didn't smile back when you smiled or try to talk to you when you looked at me..i'm sorry for always running away):i'm sorry for ignoring you when i'm in a bad mood,i'm sorry for being jealous all the time,i'm sorry for being a bitch at times,i'm sorry for not being understanding..i'm just very sorry

p/s:you're one of the reasons i don't want to study in Australia..i would rather be here with you(:
p/s/s:i'm going to start giving tuition soon!!wish me luck(:and friday mummy's going to buy my b'dae present already!!at last!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh no!!what have i've done

2010-04-22T14:11:00.002+08:00

ok i went back on my word..i mean i didn't know i could be this dense!!like what the hell??ade knew it already that i wouldn't be able to...ya
i am so damn weak i mean who could actually tolerate a person who hurts you so deeply and still like forgive and forget..i'm still pissed though...i barely even know this person..
like what sarah d said... love is a funny and harsh thing..you need to face all the hardships before you'll be happy...but can't we just skip the hardships??ok i know even Romeo and Juliet had hardships but can't there just be two people who like each other and they'll like eventually fall in love and noone would come inbetween them and they can live happily ever after???oh man..a question i need to ask when i die...
for now..just let things run smoothly..

p/s:sicko person on msn keep messaging me!!back off bitch!!omg!!!!!

oh no it's dead

2010-04-20T12:34:00.003+08:00

IT"S ALIVE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

AND YES I DON"T TRUST GUYS ANYMORE!!ok not anymore..just..it'll be hard to earn my trust(:

moron boy is over,Dexter is over,plankton is over..so many and i still haven't learnt my lesson!!
yes i'm learning now..

class is fun despite all the adults surrounding me..with sarah d by my side nothing could do wrong..and in amaths w/o sarah d i'm still coping!!come on!!time just pass faster

and i quited the idea of finding a job,just too tired to work perhaps..and anyway i hardly ever go out since ade and xuan started school..miss this two ppl lots!!!and don't forget May!!miss her too..i hardly ever get to see them already..sad case..ok perhaps i'll still look around..but no rush though(:

hopefully i'm not so lazy to contnue blogging(:

i need to stop...

2010-01-26T11:58:00.002+08:00

BEING FREAKING LAZY!!!!!!

so i'm going to start blogging again cuz ADE,ELIN and RACHAEL told me to update my seriously dead blog!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok let's see...i'm friends with moron boy again!!!for now i think our friendship is stable...cuz every year we have problems but last year it was the worst...luckily we patched it up already(:so boy are you going to treasure it??up to you(:cuz i've always treasured it no matter what(:four years and still counting don't let us ruin it again(:

And boy thanks for comforting me....i really appreciated it(:and i remember you once told me not to end up like you ..but in the end i did..but you told me i could still change it(:and do better than you(:but how about youself???i'm worried about you(:please wake up ok!!!!please change for your own sake(:(:

AND ELIN AIK please do cheer up(:
i'll always be there for you no matter what(:
and i know you know that the sauces will always be there for you also(:
cheer up girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:

And SARAH DORETT!!!!i miss you manz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!we'll going to meet soon right????it better be soon(:

KAVIL still going strong ????should we kick A out???he's not there for us most of the time...but he's still our bestfriend..kesha just forgive and forget!!

The sauces is still strong(:just met cheese and chilli yesterday in school(:my dear daughter was feeling unwell so she couldn't meet us):and i met ppl that still recognised me in school yesterday(:i felt so old lah yesterday..no more lower/upper sec..now i'm a senior who graduated!!!feels weird and cool at the same time(:i need to go back to school again though!!!i need mr keh's signature!!!wtf right???miss b signature should be enough then i have to still meet him to get his signature!!!oh man...the most i'll just get miss b to get him to sign it!!!

oh well(:after three months of not studying...my mood for studying is kinda gone..but it's coming back slowly though!!!please come back faster ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bye ppl(:

p/s:i feel like doing an eyelash extension(:and i'm dying my hair to a darker colour already(:so sick of this colour and ppl calling me ah lian/minah(:but i'm not mad at you guys(:my baby zen player!!!i'm coming for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh brother..

2010-01-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

i just want to update this dead blog(:
so yeah tired from all the working and....the results for jpsae and jae will be out next week):
fingers crossed or else private here i come...i don't to end up with a course i hate...

so yeah back to amaths(:

what to do...

2009-12-02T21:50:00.002+08:00

i'm tired and i'm bored!!

and yes i hate the boss!!!

now i have updated the half dead blog!!!!

p/s:never trust your parents with secrets.....

different?

2009-11-26T00:08:00.002+08:00

prom was awesome!!
and i like the new me(:despite all the problem with ahem..i didn't shed a single tear..i've become stronger(:and i love it

i don't care what ppl think of me anymore!!so what if i like ahem before??so what if i don't like guys for now??don't worry i'm not homosexual for sure and there is nothing wrong with that...so fuck you for thinking that ok(:

i'm tired but i can't sleep..can't wait to start working...really can't wait(:

p/s:i hate you plankton! fuck off from my life..i don't want to be friends with you anymore...eventhough you're my mum's friend son...who the fuck cares!!piss me off further and see if i'll kill you ok(:you thought i was nice but..you're wrong fucker!!you messed with the wrong person..you fucking poor and you still have a girlfriend!!wtf??you're an lbr..there's someone out there better for me(:hope you and your bloody bitch last long yeah!

a new me(:

2009-11-18T19:52:00.003+08:00

Guys don't worry(:i'm like super happy!!i know my reaction i s worrying but i'm fine really i am fine(:

went job hunting today(:and if it all ends well then,YAY!!how does secret recipe sounds??it sounds fab to me(:

job hunting again tmr(:this time at jurong point(:at least it's nearer...today job hunting was at vivo with sarah d(:

hope to start work soon..it'll get my mind off some things and the best thing,we get to make new friends!!!hehe(:

i hate the the colour red..it makes me so sad):

haiz the new me loves black and brown(:

i hope sarah d and i get the job(:and i hope we get to work at the same outlet(:

p/s:some ppl are just so immature..but who cares..they are just a year younger than me,but the act like they are still in kindergarden..and their so afraid to tell ppl to their faces..why are you'll so afraid??come and tell me to my face lah!you guys are just wimps get this right(:..i'm still waiting for you guys to come and tell me(:i'm waiting.....

three words for you bitch...

2009-11-15T21:30:00.004+08:00

gold brown(:hair colour chosen by my mum(:

baby zack sleeping on my bed(:

aww....

cutie pie(:

adeleine the gambler...

auntie adeleine in words of eugene bitch(:

roulette baby(:

her hair colour is damn chio..seriously(:

hope the bitch sees this(:

this is where the real post begins(:

FUCK OFF ALRIGHT???
i don't know if you're upset cuz you're very good/lesbo partner is liking the same guy as i am now,,so why do you have to interfere??unless you have something going on with him as well(:??ok whatever..you can hate me for all i care..they're over like a year ago..get over it already!i'm going to fight for what i want..is there anything wrong??why did you put up a post like to mine??and i'm not imagining things ok??i never liked you in the first place(:

so ya..i really hate x-tra's interfering..like wtf lah..did i ask my friends to put up a shoutout linked to mr...ex??please i admit i'm a bitch..but i;m definitely no match for you(:so just stop it alright!!i'm sick of it..playing stupid childish staring games in school(:thank god i'm graduating soon(:and even if i retained,i won't be in the same class as you..you'll be more pissed if i retain cuz i'll be in the same class as him!!get it(:

happy thoughts now....sleepover at ADE's house tmr!!!yay(:can't wait(:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and graduation day on tuesday(:open house on sat!!!can't wait(:i hope i don't see you there though..the sight of you irks me...

p/s:fuck i lost one side of my contact lens):

p/s/s:i hope my dog bites the bitch!!cuz she's a muslim and my dog is not halal(:beat it bitch(:be very scared(:

stupid hairdresser...

2009-11-13T12:35:00.002+08:00

i didn't get my hair reborned today as the fucking hairdresser wasn't there..and she didin't even tell me..wtf??belo sis was pissed also as she accompanied me to the place...haiya but it's a good time also,cuz belo sis said i perm my hair better(:so..i'm dying my hair first then i perm on the 20??or see what my mum says first...

belo sis coming over later again(:we're going to watch paranormal activity!!!yes(:hehe(:i broke my 1 month of abstaining from maggie noodles!!i think if i die young i'll die cuz i'll have too much wax in my tummy...(:

i don't even know why i want to give up now...it been 3 months already and now i want to give up...i don't understand myself at all or maybe i don't love you enough already so it's best to let go(:and let your ex-girlfriend go after you ok??let's not keep in contact also..when your contact pops up on my phone..it'll just make me so sad):so ending it all now(:

sorry cousin but i don't think i can handle it anymore..i've had enough...

p/s:i still love you plankton and i want you to know that someday...but now is not the time..maybe i'll let you know when i'm in australia(:

p/s:i love my green contacts(:

i can't adapt to the sudden changes...

2009-11-12T22:17:00.006+08:00

i really felt like crap today..but didn't feel so bad after going to ade's house(:girlfrens were there so we were all super hyper(:but it shan't be written here what we did(:it's a secret(:

i think i'm finally giving up!!yes i surrender,i don't want to end up in the same state as 9 months ago..so yes..i know it'll be hard but i gotta let go sooner of later right??as long as i have my girlfriends around i'll be fine..and i have to look for a part time job asap(:to keep my mind occupied(:

msged cousin today and i felt so much better after chatting with him(:luckily he's always there for me i feel so great after talking to him..i swear i was about to cry today but when i chatted with him i was smiling and immediately i didn't feel like crying anymore..you're a great guy cousin!!the girl who's going to be with you is going to be lucky(:he's the only one that i really listen to..and he makes me ponder and i'll then make the right decision(:i'm just stubborn to my other friends..as per mormal!!!!!i'm a freaking taurus ok!!what do you expect??(:

but plankton i think i still have to tell you right??or not it's not fair..ok let's make a deal,if you go for the chalet i'll tell you..and if you don't,fate is telling me that we're not meant to be(:so ya..let's leave it to fate(:

i didn't want to wake up from that dream of mine...

2009-11-11T11:11:00.003+08:00

yes i dreamt that his ex-girlfriend called me on the phone..and she was like cursing me at first and i didn't know why..then she was like i hated you that night when he told me he liked you and he was so depressed that he smoked and drank with me..and my reaction was omg!!!!!!!!!ok relax...but before that,i did something super bad to him..i feel so bad eventhough it was just a dream...so bad i'm so not going to treat you like the dream(:i promise(:

o'levels science paper 1 today..after this paper i'll be able to breather properly(:
and mothertongue tmr..i hope i get to see him later(:i miss him(:
and monday it's lc and freedom baby!!yeah(:

p/s:my mum has officially pissed me off today..i have freaking o's today and she tells me to wait with my dog outside ntuc and then go meet ade..i better not to be late..or else!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!i so have to score on this paper!!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!!the irritatingness(is there such word)

i'm in love with.....

2009-11-10T21:27:00.004+08:00

ok i do feel weird saying my own name when i talk about her...it's like our names are already similar and now the spelling..super weird!!but super cool also(:when i was talking about KESHA to my sister,she was like stopped saying her name,it sounds like you're talking about yourself...yeah i found it super weird too..'like kesha is an awesome singer,kesha is new' and we were even watching her tik tok music video on mtv(:the song is really addictive i listen to it every now and then...(:i hope she going to have an album soon(:her song tick tock is only a single!!i hope she becomes really popular(:

Anyway,enough about her....i'm sleeping over at Ade's house on monday(:yay(:and on graduation day,i'll be going to school with them(:i'm also having luch with chris,sarah and diyanah on that day(:and maybe after lunch i'll go meet belo sis and vivi after that(:but no promises girls but i'll let you know if i'm going ok???(:

chatted with Ade just now(:i told her about the chalet details(:hehe and told her that maybe mr...is going(:then she was like i must make your two together(:must ask yuxuan help also(:thanks girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hehe i'm happy already(:i really hope he goes(:please..please go(:

hehe paper 1 for science tmr..luckily ade told me the paper is at 2pm tmr..i thought it was at 8am...aiyou,i've got to stop being blur...

anyway nights(:i'm going to study physics(:chem tmr!!!it's so torturous!!just one more day...bear with it(:

p/s:reborning my hair this friday(:belo sis is following me(:hehe love ya babe(:

i need to go to school tmr!!!!

2009-11-10T01:07:00.004+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!no i'm already in the mood after O's and i still have to freaking studying for science paper 1??just bear with it...just a last major paper and mt, my burden will be off my shoulders(:the benefit of taking mlb..fail also nevermind(:

the chalet is on the 27,28 and 29 of november for ade,yuxuan,elin,crystal,may(:family chalet with other parents(:luckily galfrens are coming(:you guys are coming right??don't leave me in a lurch ok(:

mahjong session and movie marathons(:and bbq!!!!!!!!!!yay(:mr..might be coming let's see if he come ok?(:i hope he does but if he comes...haiz...we have nothing to talk about already):but neverming i'll try again(:

MY SISTER IS COMING BACK FROM australia already(:YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
souvenirs(:i miss her(:

i talked to,
mum about..what if i fail o's..she said if i only passed 1 or 2 subjects..hello aes(4/2,5/1,5/2)if i passed 3 subjects(private o's,combine cert),four or five subjects(poly here i come!!)so ya got it all planned out already..
at least my parents are supportive of me(:and if i fail o's,i'll still be able to go home(:
i know i'm failing one subject already...AMATHS...yay at least i was honest with my parents telling them that i would fail this subject unless the bellcurve helps me..so all the ppl who did amaths paper hope you guys did very badly so that you guys won't spoil the bellcurve haha(:

yes christmas at grandma's house..bitch will be there,no choice i'm not eating anything that she has cook..she might just poison me(:and yes i told my mum and dad straight to their face that i'll never forgive her!!so yeah..what's the point of hiding my hatred from my parents??but i'll still have to respect her in words of my mother..kiss her when you see her wish her merry x'mas..i'll do that of course(:but i won't talk to her after greeting her..i told my mum i'm not staying at her house already if they want to..please carry on..x'mas morning i'll just cab there ok??

oh crap..why did i have to know this aunty??

a happy day(:

2009-11-09T15:11:00.005+08:00

One-i slept around 3 plus this morning and i woke up early..9 plus(:
Two-bought my prom dress already and i love it loads!!!!!!thanks mummy(:
Three-mummy an i had subway for lunch(:with subway cookies(:mummy loved them alot:P

told my mum about J though,my mum didn't like her from the start...which bestfriend tells your crush she likes him and tell you that your boyfriend likes her:(ya...

will upload the pictures of my dress after prom(:

p/s:miss you MR.....

a bestfriend..

2009-11-09T02:12:00.003+08:00

J i used to trust you so much..
first you told my crush you liked him in sec 2 then you told me in sec 3 that my boyfriend liked you..bestfriends since pri school(:i trusted you alot..thank god hillary and sarah told me to leave you..and they told me you were not worth being bestfriends...

but i can't help but telling you about my life and worrying about you(:i guess i still treat you like a friend even after hurting me alot....i even told you about my present life now(:

i guess you'll always be in my life no matter what(:i hope you'll do well for n's(:since you wished me luck for o's, then good luck to you friend..i don't think we'll be bestfriends again but we'll still be friends ok?i know i don't mean much to you already..your boyfriend is more important but i don't care already..you made the decision 2 years ago and i'm just abiding by it(:hope you last long with him okies??3 months already the longest relationship you have been in(:and at least now your boyfriend is a good to you...you made the right choice at last(:and i'm glad

but you didn't tell me that you shifted house..and now you're near to my grandmother's house..punggol??haiz..guess you still didn't change that's why we can only be friends(:telling other friends and not me!!i used to tell you everything.. you even forgot my handphone no....haizz..

WELL,it was nice knowing you..you're a nice friend but i can't get too close to you..i don't want to get hurt again...

so long miss Jwc....you thought me how to be stronger and i thank you for that(:

p/s:J knows who mr...is,her mum is close friends with his mum...but my mum is closer with his mum(:
p/s/s:i can't wait for the chalets to begin!!i have like 3 freaking chalets from november to december(:yes...and J,you're not invited..sarah and hillary doesn't like you..i'm sorry..so it'll just be chris,sarah,hillary,apple..maybe diyanah and me(:hehe it will be damn fun(: my pri school clique(:

i miss my dearest sister,

2009-11-08T23:31:00.003+08:00

KELLY ANN DRYSDALE....
ass hurry up come back from Australia!!!!i miss talking to you..so many things have happened since you left aussie,you're normally the first to know,now it's like you're th last to know):i need your help too(:hurry up sis(:i think you're like leaving Aussie either tmr or tuesday!!!i can hardly wait(:
i hope you won't come back empty handed!!and i want to thank my sis bestfriend Asmin for getting me a gift(:yay(:

shit!!i haven't cleaned my room yet..and i have 3 more o-level papers to go..science paper 1,mother tongue paper 1 and 2 and,finally mt listening compre....

oh nevermind i'll clean it after O's..i so need to sleep now,i need to wake up early tmr!!going shopping with mummy(:
i do hate her sometimes,but i love her dearly still(:
and if she ever reads this..she should know already...so who cares(:

p/s:i can't believe that i posted like three posts today..wth??i'm not so lazy afterall(:
p/s/s:i miss the 2 ppl that are the most important to me in the world(:please don't leave me in a lurch again...

finally

2009-11-08T17:56:00.004+08:00

ELIN AIK must be glad that i changed my blogskin!!at last(:

By changing the blogskin means i have gotten rid of the past(clownfish)
and now i'm walking towards the future..

i don't know what the future holds,but i'm gonna give it a shot...i don't want to be a turtle hiding in a shell anymore(:

so,DEAR MR...are you in this with me??
eventhough you're still mad with me..i just want to say i miss you(:
i hope things go back the way it all should be(:
me calling you at night and we're talking and watching the show friends..
we both love the spongebob cartoon..i remember you called me stupid cuz i lied to you i didn't like the cartoon(:
talking to you on the phone and we're both listening and recommending each other music(:
the awkward moments we had on the phone and in life(:
i really want all that back):i really do...

p/s:you haven't showed me the picture of your dog yet.....

i want to say those....

2009-11-08T16:31:00.002+08:00

three words..but words are not coming out of my mouth):i'm so sorry
i wish i could tell you..

i miss you):

p/s:i think red is your favourite colour..i'm not so sure though):guess i don't know you much already(:We're drifting each second....i want to go back to 050809(:i really do....

that time...

2009-11-06T15:00:00.003+08:00

But before that post,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH LEELA DORETT

friends,for 10 years and still counting(:
i really treasured you for the past 10 years,eventhough we went separate ways after pri school,i still wanted you to be part of my life..all the ups and downs of my life you were the first or second to know(:skipping church and cathecism classes,i know these are bad things but i got to bond with you..and eventhough most of the time i see you only on weekends,i feel as if you've spent the whole week with me(:so girl do enjoy you're very special day!!and don't forget the chalet(:

that time we were so close what happened?
i chatted with cousin last night and i guess he was right,
rejection is better than regret...
the whole night my dear cousin was trying to convince me and then i finally said ok(:
thanks cousin for being there for me i really appreciate it(:and for supporting me and saying nice things about him eventhough you didn't know him that well(:i felt so great after chatting with you(:i'm thanking god that you're my cousin(:

p/s:i never knew who you were till last night(:

050809

2009-09-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

i fell hard...now looks like i'm suffering once again....
at least i'm stronger now(:

plankton..i don't know how to tell you?

why monday blues?

2009-08-17T15:03:00.000+08:00

today was a really horrible day...many ppl pissed me off...but in real fact when i recalled back i was acting a total bitch today..im sorry i yelled at you eventhough it was not your fault...i don't even know how you can tolerate me all this time?i've only been venting my anger on you..but i'll promise to change... and good luck to the ppl having o-level eng oral today!don't worry Elin and Felix,you guys will do super well and i'm sorry guys......

can't sleep!

2009-06-19T03:07:00.000+08:00

Crap!i'm suffering from insomnia! no amount of concealer can hide my super dark circles! and,i have to go to school tmr!for freaking dnt!i really miss lower sec dnt!it was so easy during lower sec! this is the price i have to pay for turning16 super fast!i'm being tortured by mr nagger!mr f@$... enough bout school!i spent my day with ELIN AIK today VIVI!ok i'm tired!

OH MY GGGGG!!!!!!

2009-05-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

i haven't blogged like in ages!!!anyway celebrated my birthday with family and friends(:

part two tmr with sarah,aaron and marcus(:and part three with the sauces(:

damn sian..my birthday and i had emaths paper 1 and physics paper 2 omg!!!i swear i only took 15 mins to finish the whole physics paper....after results are released..home and school is the only place i'll be):

thanks to all the people that wished me today..i really love you guys(:

mummy bought me a hello kitty cake(:(:faves man...damn cute the cake

before heading for orchard today..lia,gayathri.amanda and i was talking to mr lim...he's really a nice teacher..but there was something he said that really enlighten me and motivated me..it was something like this "anyone can put you down but it's up to you to decide whether or not to listen or ignore"yeah i'm not going to listen to losers who have low self esteem...and thing everyone in the world owes them a living..the saddest people are the people who put you down and make you feel like you'e a total loser!!!

p/s:older/younger brothers are irritating

p/s/s:i still have an exam on monday!!!paper 3 for both chem and physics!!!omg i'm going to die!!!!!

p/s/s/s:i've watched star trek already!!!!!!!damn awesome!!!!!

8 hours 25 mins..

2009-04-08T21:30:00.003+08:00

Setting off for Genting in 8 hrs and 25 mins.i dun think i'll get much sleep,but i'll try.A new life begins after the trip to do some self reflection,on my friends,my work and family.I don't want to waste any more time...the O's are getting closer and closer yet i'm still slacking but at least i get my homework done,i'm just too tired nowadays to revise sec 3 topics..but i'm ot worried bout sec1 and 2 topics cuz i have kinda memorize how they are done already..and yes my dnt!musn't slack anymore,,starting my coursework on the 1st of may(:yes!!then chiong all the way..

i just want to get over o-levels soon,then i'll free..

My CHECKLIST of what to do after O's

.DYE MY HAIR STRAIGHTAWAY AFTER THE LAST PAPER WITH CRYSTAL

.GET A JOB

.TON WITH GFs...

.GO CLUBBING WITH GFs(:

.BUY ALL THE STUFF I WANT

.THROW/GIVE AWAY MY TEXTBOOKS

.SPEND MORE TIME WITH FAMILY

.GO TANNING OR SWIMMING WITH THE SAUCES

.IF I PASS O'S,I"LL GO HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR

.GO FOR DANCE LESSONS WITH HE AN AND CRYSTAL

.ENTER DANCE COMPETITIONS WITH THE SAUCES

.MAKE TIME FOR KAVIL(:

.HAVE MAHJONG MARATHON AT ADELEINE'S HOUSE(:

.GIVE TUITIONS TO PRI SCHOOL CUZINS(:

.PARTY(:

alot of things to do but so little time(:haizz(:i'm busy ppl even after O's but these stuff would definitely be more fun than studying your brains out!!!

can't wait to reach Genting!! i can't wait to visit the Garden with the beautiful scenery...i could stay there forever(:and it's shopping(:friends who are super precious to me of cuz wil get souvenirs dun worry(:and i'll definitely get pictures and post them on my blog(:

i think i finished all the homework that is needed to be finish(:YAY(:!20409 is Joel birthday,i hate you my dear cousin sometimes but you're my cousin afterall so l still love you(:eventhoug you're irritating and a bad liar(:really you suck at lying(:his b'dae is also on EASTER DAY(:praise the lord for he will be risen again this coming sunday(:easter eggs here i come(:havent ate chocolate for 30 odd days i think??yup!!!

ok that's all...i need to sleep or i can't get up tmr!!

p/s:i'm gonna pass Amaths!!!mark my words!!i'm like working damn hard for both maths!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!

p/s/s:you two dun look compatible at all..you guys look lie and rotten oreo!!yup that's how i describe you guys(:

awesome saturday!!

2009-04-05T14:46:00.003+08:00

Went to church yesterday and guess what i was late again...sarah and i in the end didn't go for mass as i reach SMOTA at like 6 plus and mass started at 5.30!!!i'm always late but sarah is used to it already.

Then we had to wait for hillary so sarah and i slacked around church and we were crapping and i was telling her the movie that i had just watched with my mama and brother!!!the art of the devil 2!!finally i've watched it and it was satisfying!!it still creeps me though!i can't believe my mama watched it!!it was quite gruesome!!then they left me watching the other half by myself!!as they went out leaving me at home!!damn but i managed to watched the last part by myself!!i'm so proud of myself!!!YAY!!

Hillary.was late as usual...nothing new..we are like the late sisters never on time...went to meet up the guys form psalm 91 so we went to the children's liturgy group!!we thought it was going to be a refection session but guess what???it was games instead!!!omg!!at first i was reluctant to play!!but in the end i had so much fun i wanted to play some more!!

The first game was,we all had a church each,andea prepare it!!the game's like this,if u have a card with the worg spongebob on it,you have yo go find the opposite of spongebob who was his bestfriend!!Patrick Starfish!!!and yes my card had the word spongebon and Gen had patrick starfish..we both agreed we were soulmates!!Chris started taking pics of gen and i cuz we were hugging and he took pics of me and my card!!

then andrea told us to number ourselves one and two..so Gen said she wanted one,so i took two..sarah and hillary took two also..after that 6 ppl form each number group had to come up Damien was forcing sarah.hillary and i to go but in the end they need only two ppl more so hillary tied pulling sarah but she was reluctant to go...so hillary pulled me instead..being super duper blur,i just went up not knowing!!omg!!i wanted to go back but it was too late...later we we blindfolded with toilet paper???yes and chris put the tape like!!i was freaking blind!!!!i couldn't see a thing!!!damn!then later we were each given a banana..and my partner was thad,we had to feed each other!!yup..i had a hard time eating but thad finished it like damn fast!!and guess what?thad dropped the banana on my hand!!!i had to eat it on my own..

the next game was holding a blood drop in between your kness...i had two tries to get it rite!!and ppl were video-ing it!!omg i think it's going on facebook!!CHRIS why did you video it!!!!!!!but it was damn fun,i was laughing my ass off.....after the game had finished i was still laughung..it was damn hilarious especiall when joel said to damien;"eh DAMIEN WHY YOU GOT BLOOD ON YOUR LEGS YOU HAVING PERIOD AH???"damn funny....

after the next game was the animal game,the four animals in the game was pigs,cows,chickens and sheeps..we had to find our animal group with the lights off and it was damn dark cuz like it was already nine pluas at night,then we continued the game the second time and the third time it was more difficult,we had to finf a group with a sheep,cow,chicken and pig in one group luckily sarah and i were in the same group.

The last game was ballon bursting,i was traumatised there again!!i hate bursting ballons!!so as the guys charged,i was sreaming my lungs out!!in the end aaron burst my ballon damn..but i let him do so...of cause the last one standing was dom!!but later the whole group charged at him!!lol

damn funny..

After that it was ended with a song and a closing prayer by gen!!it was 10 at night already i rushed to the bustop with sarah who accompanied me then bus-ed 178 to panjang but later i still took the longer route as the normal route from the 178 bus was so creepy and it was 10 plus and was alone..then reached sister's hose at 10.30 plus!!then left ther house at 12 plus and reached home at 1 am sharp!!i straight away fell asleep!!at 1 plus and today,i woke up at 12 plus..had something like an

hangover again......yups that's all(:

p/s:going genting in 4 days time(:super happy(:

p/s/s:can;t wait to meet up with the psalm 91 people again!!hanging out witht them is damn fun(:i reall enjoyed myself yesterday(:

AM i a nyonya???

2009-03-27T12:27:00.002+08:00

Hahahah until today i dun even noe whether i'm a nyonya but i call my grandmother mama...so maybe i am one!

i'm glad my mama is feeling better now as she was in hospital from last saturday but she was discharged yesterday...and i feel super bad because i only could visit her on saturday and sunday and the rest of the days,i came home from school late!

and yesterday i went home at 11 plus,took yellow form and straightaway went home!!i felt damn sick....yesterday i bused back still by myself cause my mum was at the hospital seeing to my grandmother...so went home bathed,ate took some medicine then slept!for 4 hours then woke up when mum came home with bro..

today i woke up with a headache and puked again so i decided myself not to go to school then i woke up again at 7 plus..even if i went to school,i would be late then my mum saw me and i explained it to her,i was supposed to go sengkang with my bro cuz my mum wanted me to go there and do my homework instead of staying at home alone,but the painkiller was so strong that it knocked me out i couldn't even wake up until 10 plus in the morning,by then my bro left without me and my mum still asked whether i wanted to go,but i said no i wouldn't want to be doing homework around cousins who would be bugging me to play with them..

so now i'm at home alone but my mum is coming back soon..

jeez my mum is getting on my nerves

cuz i had an arguement with her last night and she complained to my dad!!yes i'm so scared!!who gives a damn man!!!

i'm officially free from love!i don't have crushes anymore!!my mum also issed me about my maths!!!she thinks it's easy!!!and blames me for everything,i think she is menopausing soon..can't blame her if she really is!can't she stay the same forever!!why must she take out her mood swings on me??????it really sucks!!

On April's fool i'll be going for the dance performance to support my belo sister/lesbian partner!!ELIN AIK...see belo i type you're name with you're favourite colour!!!!!!i'll always be there for you belo sis!!!!from your BELO SIS,KESHA(:

N73 just to let you know,you're hated in school,and no matter how much i try and support you sometimes,the ppl will always hate you!!i admit i used to hate you but not that much anymore at long as you guys are happy i'm happy(:but i can't help but bitchin' about you sometimes when you do something stupid/wrong!!i know i'm still a BITCH and i'm lovin' it!!!

now my post is like super duper colourful!!!i'm lovin' it!!and yes i'm not so lazy when it comes to class work or homework anymore!!!!!!!

There's psalm 91 tmr!!yipee!!and maybe i'm going to see mama tmr!!i miss her terribly,

TO MAMA,

Ma,eventhough i don't really talk to you or joke with you,but i

really love you cause you are the only one that loves me for who i am

and the first person to call me on my birthday,eventhough you were

unwell and still in hospital,you remembered my birthday and

told my mum you booked a place for me,my mum and my dad at

the police dinner to celebrate my 16th birthday with you

when i was rushing to the hospital on saturday when i Kurt asked

me to go down,i was tearing in the cab thinking that i was going to lose you forever

like how i lost grandpa,i prayed and asked God to save you,

and he answered my pray,now i know how powerful God is,

Ma,because of you our whole family is talking again eventhough Aunty Connie was

a total bitch to the whole family,but al least we are still talking, so your prayers

have been answered so Ma,jst continue living you're normal lifestyle but please also

live a healthy lifestyle and soon you will be back to your oldself..my super cute and loving MAMA...Ma,you're the only person i know who doesn't have any favourite colour(:

but we still love you(:

p/s:i controlled my tears in the hospital not because i am a sadist or didn't have any feeling at all,but because mama was ok so why should i cry??crying is a bad sign!!i was happy that mama is still with us..

p/s/s:MA,eventhough you won't read my blog,i want you to live to see what i have become next time,i want you to live to see you're great grand children so they can call you ChorChor(i think that's what they will call you?)and i want you to see me getting married..and all of you're grandchildren getting married so that you and all your grandchildren will feel happy that you have attended our wedding...Ma i wished you could live forever ad even stay young....

SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER!!!!

2009-03-21T14:27:00.002+08:00

Yes the day is finally here!!but somehow i don't feel excited anymore..cause i lost you...yes it's the second time i'm experiencing it...i didn't cherish you..and didn't see that you were there all along,i snapped at you not thinking how hurt you'll be after that but i wasn't thinking that time..cause duing that period i was too numb to think about anything else..so it's my fault again,but this time i could handle it better than the 1st time where i cried most of the time..now i didn't even shed a tear,but my heart feels very sore from all this...i've had enough really....i can't stand it anymore..

my results were like omg!!but my parents didnt yell or anything they just said work harder!!even my brother had better results than me..this is what i get for skipping school practically everyday!ii'm going to change...church camp was great!i finally broke down the wall that was in between us all this years..now god is the only one who knows how i feel and is always the first one to hear my problems or joy.

will try and take pics tonight..and CS!i really regret it,i wish i could turn back time and maybe you were right,i was living in the past but i'm freed from the past already...but look what you did?i'm in the same state again but only not so bad...as the frist time it happened..

p/s:i wish i had a time machine CS,i'll definitely go back to the day we walked in the rain(:

p/s/s:i'm going to genting for a holiday in at least 2 weeks time(:i seriously need a break

CS like what crystal said,i'm giving up...i shoudn't live in the past like you said...

until you're mine..

2009-03-10T14:18:00.002+08:00

this song plays over and over again in my mind eveytime!!can't stop it from replaying it everytime..even Lia got hooked on the song...she says it reminds her of me..wth??i kind of agree but...oh whatever!!

first of all i didn't go to school today..i'm still feeling super sick!and Crystal going for an op today!i'll be praying for her and of cuz i need to msg her and encourage and visit her if she can't be discharged today!

and yes i admit i have three bitches in my life!!but i guess without them,life wouldn't be so exciting like my mum said!!just tolerate those bitches!!anyway after O's then i'm free!!yipee(:

dun really feel like blogging already!

ciao(:

p/s:my nose is so blocked!!!!

a walk in the rain

2009-03-01T14:20:00.003+08:00

yes i guess im too tired.too tired of crying,waiting and thinking of you..i give up seriously im going to climb up to the last step on the staircase soon..

as i walked home with you last night in the rain making me laugh and smile,that was always the last thing on my mind,u consoled and encouraged me and gave me a listening ear i wanted nothing more..then u say goodbye as i reached home....thanks for being there..and now i have nothing more to say...

i guessed im back to my old self..except my not loud anymore.....and i went back to church after 2 months..i felt great after that..

p/s:my answer was no.im having 2nd thoughts nw....

im running through a heartbreakrunway...

2009-02-27T15:10:00.003+08:00

Yes,i'm still hurt but i'll really get over it soon...but i really hate liars and especially bitches who lie about themselves because they have low-self esteem..like wth!!people will like you for who you are not what you're not!!and yes i have learnt that and i dun pretend to be someone else anymore i'm tired i just wished someone was here with me..boy it's been almost a year but i suddenly miss the times you cared for me but i thought you were over concerned!i wish we could get back together..but nah!it's impossible i don't want to break you're heart like last time,i'm so sorry for doing that if only i could meet you again and start afresh as frens...cuz we ended in a bad note..i swear i won't treat you like last time!!

moving on!!i might be haviing another tatt!!with my sister..but only gonna get it done during the june holis!!cuz my sister has master's degree exam..and me,my O's will start pretty soon so yeah!!i don't care what other people think of me!!im going to put all my studs on my piercings!!and i'm not a MINAH!firstly i'm not a MALAY!!i'm a EURASIAN yes people hope that clarifies everything!!but my blood is damn mixed but still i dun have any malay blood..i wonder if i have any peranakan blood as i call my grandma,MAMA....it's a mystery..my plans of escaping to another country is ruined..my godmother is not coming down this year!!thanks GODMA!!i tot u were the only one who could save me from my present live..at home i feel so lonely,as if i was not being loved at all.....but my mum still cares but not as much!!home is where i dread to go to....yes to me i rather stay in the streets!i have a shrewd up family(mother's side),frens problems,studying(i cant catch up on amaths) and yes practically my whole life is shrewd up!!the only reaon i have the will to keep going on is my frens who are always there for me!!otherwise i dun give a shit!!there's psalm 91 tmr and i dun feel like going...but nw god is the only one who can help me...i think i'll go for mass tmr,it's been almost two months since i last went for mass...and i'm finally not proud of ot..i even skipped ash wednesday mass!!but so did my whole family..but nw i feel bad about it...i'll start going to church tmr...with hillary(:i'll changed i swear!!

tmr is also flag day for the sec 4s and 5s(:wonder who will be i be partnered with!!who cares im ok with anyone(:i was suppose to know by today but i was absent from skool..i hope my coduct won't fall or else im dead again!!

watching anime nw!!!vampire knight rox!!and my sister is coming over soon...

p/s:i'm living in the world where people thinks im smiling and being happy all the time,but i'm just hiding it,getting so emotional nowadays...

i wonder...

2009-02-26T21:08:00.003+08:00

Dear MR SOTONG WILL i ever get over you??hahas yes it's hurting alot now..but the pain is getting lesser each day,i think it's finally healing...

i'll like to thank all my frens(especially Gayathri aka my mummy's cousin!) again but im so sorry if im not in the best of moods when im in school..and if i dun say hi to you im sorry..i have no mood at all...or dun reply any of ur questions im so sorry...

i think i have changed im o more the loud and cheery girl,i've turned into a quiet and lonely girl..will i ever be my normal self again??i hope so...

i got so hurt yesterday and she can just rip out my heart and i wouldn't feel anything at all...yes that's how i felt yesterday..but O's are this year and Adeleine encouraged me to work hard for O's..so did Yu xuan!!pals that only know my heartache oh and yes sister!!i'll get over it so i guess for the time being i'll just be that ordinary girl....

and yes even when John thomas was talking to me in class i swear i was tearing but im glad he's supporting me!!that's what close frens do...i love all my frens alot alot alot!!especially those who are always there for me!!who needs guys!!just frens will do(:i like to thank,Lia,Elin,Vivi,Isabella,Tracy,Hui ping,Aziela,John thomas,Amsyar,sister,Gayathri,Adeleine,Crystal and Horse..anyone i forgot??hehe tnx guys for being there when i was really down and out yesterday!!but i will still be witout u guys i would have killed myself yesterday!!seriously my opinion of my life yesterday was meaningless...

p/s:i never knew u meant so much till u left!but i'll get over you(:

3 times...

2009-02-25T20:57:00.005+08:00

Yes...i cried at least 3 times today..yes very emotional...family problems,friend problems,personal problems and study problems!!!damn stressed out!!i hate my life..all of the sudden at that time i didn't see any meaning to my life anymore..but cuz of frenss and many frens i have cheered up i think!!but someone really cheered me and it was on the bus home..when i see him i just feel happy and forget all my problems and he made me laugh alot on the bus...i wish time just could stop then so that he will make me happy forever..but it's impossible..cuz he's...........i shan't say it here!!i dun even noe him that well but im comfortable with him already!!omg!!it's the frist time..we met couple of times but we dun even noe each other names..my mood after talking to him was.........
he does miracles!!!!!

haha so to all my frens,im ok now..thnx to the sauces,sister,my family in school!!and dun forget aziela and the guy on the bus(:

p/s:bitches are so hated by me!but im changing soon..dun blame me!

ONE WORD!SUSPENSION!

2009-02-22T20:11:00.003+08:00

At last!!!!my words are written in red!!!my fave!!!

the title of this post tells it all...tmr i'll definitely get suspension for not completing hw!!!i finshed the hw i was supposed to finish but what about the ones i was absent and didn't receive the papers is the teacher going to blame me for not chasing me for the paper!!!fyi i dun even have the paper.....just have to face the music and not let history/present repeat itself again....

i have pics for my image analysis already..and here are my beautiful models!!!i miss dnt when i was in lower sec...u dun even need to study and u will still get at least a B...nw...ur effing get a C when u dun study!!!!damn...i hate this...

pictures(:

there's more but i can't find it!!!i updated my psp software today!!it's 5.00 already!!!and i paid 5 bucks...so crystal and i headed to clementi mrt station to meet the guy..we were trying to picture how the guy will look like...then we were thinking of a hot guy updating our software for us..but,sadly...our guesses were wrong..he was just a normal guy im not being mean or anything but he looks like a geek!!well,geeks are supposedly good with technology rite?hehes..then we headed back to lot 1..where we planned to catch any movie there!!did you know that my favourite/new slipper was eaten by the lot 1 rat!!!just kidding the escalator

kindda ate a small part of my slipper...when we screened through the movie shows..we decided to see the pink panther two(:it was funny but not so hilarious as the first one!!yup we also spent our time on archades today at panjang as well as lot 1!!damn fun today!!!

BYE bloody biches/bastards!!

p/s:im lazy to update my privare blog!!im gonna delete it soon...bye(:

Tuesday blues???is there such a thing?

2009-02-17T21:19:00.002+08:00

today i was damn sleepy in class especially during physics i slept the last 5 minutes than it was english already!!!and ues my journal presentation infront of the whole class next week!!!zomg!!i'll survive.....i hope(:

than ss..omg i was tired but i couldn't sleep an the cher won't let...sad chase..after school studied and chatted with elin,crystal,my daughter and my mother!!!yup but not long crystal left..and the rest left...then it eas only elin and i!!not long,we made our way to PANJANG as i had to buy my file and other stuff!!!and did i mention that i have lost my pencilcase??omg i was freaking pissed but i got over it..and my mum doesn't know yet!!!cuz she bought for me the pencilcase and i'll noe she'll explode if she knew i had lost it!!!!!

i really hope i'll survive throughout the sec 4....it's been really stressful!!!and teachers are pressing us for homework.....and we have to hand up all our complete hw by friday or else we will be suspended from class on monday!!!wat the hell??suspension if only teachers were human enough to understand not to give us piles and piles of hw....it's nonsensical!!!!!bullshit..anyway gtg go nw..must study for chemistry!!!!

p/s:YOU LOSERjust kidding(:[it's an inside joke for crystal and i]

plz hv the initiative....

2009-02-15T15:03:00.003+08:00

Plz hv the initiative to tell me that u wont reply back the translation so that i ask someone else!!like what the fuck??? do u think only u can understand the msg??u think i can't go to someone else to ask for help???plz lah!!i asked u because u were first on my contact list and u said u knew!!!so plz i dun even want to talk to you again and i dun even want to see you!!some kind of friend...

ok enough shit bout this person!!and to the motherfucker that msg-ed me in tagalog and didn't bother to msg who u were and fucking pranking calls on me...i noe motherfuckers like u,seriously have no life at all...i sholudn't even bother abot the msg u sent me..i look like a fool finding out what u msg me so if ur reading this FUCK YOU!get a life...sorry i forgot...u dun have a life!how silly of me!

yesterday i went to church but i skipped mass as usual but only went for some parish assembly which was effing boring...that i was chatting and smsing non-stop...sorry God but it was really boring.Then around 12 plus in the morning(14 feb) Juliana wished me happy V day but i didn't reply..then in church i asked her why she wished me then she replied u nver msg me back also...then i quickly smsed her,"hey juliana!happy valentine's day!"...and i started it all the smsing each other when we were sitting near each other...damn random and lame but i was bored..then i msged sarah the same thing...then she replied back..this continued for some time but ltr we all stopped!!and CHEESE SAUCE also entertained me during the parish assembly cuz she kepy me busy with smsing her...than after the assembly we went to take free flowers damn lame but yeah..we still took it...and ate free food..than sarah and i left church at 10 plus and i reached home 11 plus..i swear church was fun and also boring at the same time...but the on the bus journey home i was damn pissed with the lady who was standing beside me!she could move in but she didn't want to..and the ppl were in the front of the bus was squeezed up!!wtf??damn pissed...

moving on....ok im tired

bye bitches/morons(:

p/s:im not going to church ltr cuz im busy/tired..sorry JUCHAN
p/s/s:to the motherfucker-i wont answer or reply any msg that u send/call me...and plz get a life..that is so much appreciated

moving on....

2009-02-11T20:43:00.005+08:00

i take back what i said about science cuz...why the fuck i sholud i give it up cuz of umm....yes i at least try and get a b3 or b4 i think its manageable!!!!so yes i'll try to pay attention but i still think u dun deserve my respect cuz u dun even respect me...anything and u'll just call my parents first!!!so screw u!!!!

dearest Crystal Tay treated me today!!tnx gal!!!!cuz im broke!!haha ok enough i dun have to keep reminding myself....

on monday:went to school as per normal...studied.i'v changed..at least i appear to study in class...oh man..let's skip monday cuz i can't rmb a single thing!!oh yes i rmb...but he who must not be named i saw him!!!Lord Voldemort!!just kidding(:

Tuesday!!!:stayed back with sister,elin and crystal..studied amaths/others had to do english essay like sister and crystal!!!/emaths
but sister left us cuz he wanted to go home and study!!then going to five we decided to leave..crystal went home but elin and i went to macs to eat and we chatted and walked home together!!!yes it was a happy day!!!

wednesday:it was a fucked up day..there was dnt theory...i saw a motherfucker!!and we only got to noe that we have a social studies test tmr!!omg!!and its on chpt 2 in the sec 3 textbk!!damn!!and dun forget tmr will be a more fucked up day cuz i hv 3-1(i have 3 tests in 1 bloody day)plus almost 2 hours of dnt!!how much worse can it get??i really envy the lower sec!!one advice...enjoy lower sec life while u can once u get to upper sec,especially sec 4,u;ll really struggle if u dun work hard...and yes i regretted that i slacked in sec 3 so im paying the price nw but i'll fucking pass o-levels just u wait and see...my father doesn't agree,he thinks i'll flunk!!!wat to do i have a FATHER that doesn't encourage me in anything!!sad case really sad case...

ok im lazy to blog already!!bye ppl(:

p/s:i guess we'll end our friendship on my birthday,i do not want our 3 years plus friendship to go down to the drain but i guess we'll be better towards each other as strangers,it really breaks my heart to do this but it also breaks my heart to continue this friendship with you...but it's all fated who i'm i to change the fate...i've never ever let fate take over my life but i guess i'm too tired so i'll just let fate handle this...i'll just spent my last birthday with you before we end it all...
-to him

p/s/s:i've not gone for mass(service that's what Christians call it) for a month pus and yes i feel like becoming a free thinker...cuz i've been only going for pastorial attachment and not mass..let's decide when the time is ripe to decide!

what a week??

2009-02-07T00:07:00.003+08:00

hey guys..im finally going to blog properly...at least i have time to blog properly...

on monday
nothing special happened in fact i didn't go for dance and to dancers i didn't quit dance i'm just out of syf!!!and i went back quite home..but a motherfucker told my mum that i didn't go for her remedial/din't pass up my homework!!and yes my mum scolded me but she kept it from my dad...if he knew..i would have been so shRewed!!!!!!and of cause my mum warned me to not do it again..and i was like whatever lah...do i look like i give a damn..i have given up on science!!screw it!!!!mugging for the rest of the subjects only..

tuesday...
i cant rmb exactly what happened...oh ya went lot1 with bestfriend and my beloved mother!!!damn fun all the way..then met grandmother too(:oh ya and bought new smiley rings!!!yipee(:

wednesday
the motherfucker called my dad this time cuz i didn't hand up the parents talk shit form!!!like wtf lah!!keep calling and complaining...luckily my dad didn't kick a big fuss about it.......fuck off lah motherfucker!

thursday
supposed to have chemistry sup class but in the end ms wai was busy so och took over and we had emaths sup instead...crystal ps me!!boohoo...then elin and i went home together..and something happened.....oh yes and my history test paper was left blank....this is the outcome of ponning school for so many days!!!

friday
skipped cat class........yes im thimking whether i should be a free thinker instead....so ya...got back emaths test and passed on the dot!!!i tot i was freaking going to fail!!!cuz i didnt study for it..it was a last minute test..like on friday when i came to school and then suddenly...emaths test!!!hahahahahaha..good start though i passed the test.....and next test on matrix,im going to aim super high...did english skit today..my group members??eugene,regina,jaspal and boon sheng... our skit was on teenagers bullying another teenager sitting in front of us who was jaspal by throwing popcorn at him...and boon sheng was the cleaner who acted to scold me..but 3 of us..eugene,regina and i acted and gave him the guai lan face then pretended to walk out of the cinema....then poor boon sheng..but we helped him pick up the paper popcorn at the end of the skit...hahahahaha..the outcome..it was damn fun i was nervous at first but in the end,i enjoyed it!!!!and of cuz i was also pissed...dun ask why!after chem supp...we had lsp(learning support program)yes my science is like super duper weak!!then slacked at study area...crystal and elin should also noe about the attack of the toilet paper monster(shh its our secret!!!)then reached home..watched ttv and not long after that i headed to jurong point!!!!then here i an nw blogging my life away...

there's psalm 91 tmr..but i dun feel like going......and i skipping church tmr...sarah my buddy will accompany me!!!

p/s:im afraid och will complain to my parents..aiya not as if i never had more worst scoldings all my life..i'm immuned to it!!!
p/s/s:new moon's trailer!!!i have it in my phone(:
p/s/s:i have a private blog...tag me ur email if u want to be invited..but i may not except if im not super close to you!

hahahahaha

2009-02-05T17:55:00.003+08:00

yes ppl im back!!!wakakakakakakakaka
crystal has decided to stop blogging but i must persuade her to continue....
and i just created a private blog....hahahaha just tag me if u want to be invited cuz i'll only invite u if im really close to u...
im lazy bye(:!!!!!!

what a family reunion?

2009-01-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

A normal family would have these spread right??and be happy on chinese new year's eve right??that's what i thought also...but i guess i was wrong...we did have a spread but i guess my family wasn't happy on that day...

early morning!!freaking early in the morning and my family was arguing on...i don't even know what??oh yes...my Mama...my mum was mad at my bro and sis and bro-in-law for not telling her that my Mama was going to spend cny eve with us!!not really mad but was upset..and i still think my brother is treating my mother coldly...my sister,mum and i all cried on freaking cny eve!!!wat a thing to do to welcome the year of the ox!!!!my mum's family is shrewd up enough why does it have to happen to my family...when my parent's/sibling's argue!!im always in the middle cuz i'll be like freaking mad at the person but i will never pick up a huge argument...i'll just ignore the person but i'l be fine after a day of cooling down....we did have a reunion dinner but i didn't feel the spirit like last year....i hope next year will defintely be a better year for me...

or maybe..i would never ever want to celebrate cny ever again?it would just bring back that bad memory.........

i can't wait to move out and get out of the family that argues(is that how u spell it?)over small matters.....it's like i dun have a family.....like i dun have a life anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i can hardly use the computer!hardly watch tv(so much hw)...hardly sleep...hardly go gaigai!!omg i really dun have a freaking life!!!!

i dun even feel like blogging nowadays..or at least nw...

p/s:he makes life even more hard for me!

Is love really like this??

2009-01-23T18:59:00.003+08:00

this movie is nice for me except it was boring at first but the last part was so romantic!!!omg!!he didn;t even noe that she didnt die in the end,cause she was temporary dead!!for 3 days but after that,she will wake up!!it's a bit like romeo and juliet a bit said my mum...but in the chinese version!!!for my bro,this show was BORING!!oh watever!!!

anyway been slacking for these two days cuz im sick and i hv 2 days mc to back me up!!!haha but my sis thpught i was faking it!!!hello!!!im really sick!!these two days i've been watching more tv than doing anything else!!movie after movie!!

and yes i still have the phobia to take the bus 963!!!but i had no choice on wednesday!!!i thought the damn bus cuz i didnt want to be late for school!!!damn!!!im sorry if i hv hurt u last year!!it would hv been 7 months if i didnt hurt u...im glad that ur happy with someone else but i still feel guilty...i hope i will get the chance to apologise to u soon(:

and yes!!i've been feeling numb ever since the ~~day~~days i've talked to u!!!could u really tell boy that i've fallen for u??is that why u were hinting he was too old for me or were u just flirting with me??why must i make the first move??it's my Os this year and i dun want to upset my parents anymore!!last year they were really upset about my grades and the smoking incident!!,dun forget the time that i came back really late ad my dad lectured me and my piercings!!omg my dad gave me the cold shoulder!!and this year i want a clean record!!plz!!!!plz dun let me screw up this year!!i've had enough..even if it means to spend a lonely valentine's this year!!oh wait!!oh yes hw can i fucking forget!!!i hv a fucking wedding on valentine"s day!!!and my parents forced me to go for it!!my cousin's wedding!!!i can't even spend it with my frens!!!boy wat shld i do with u???maybe i shld let things go naturally!!after Os then i'll sort things out!!!by then,u will be dating someone else!!!and i'll be crying in my room regetting to make a move on u!maybe i'll just run away to another country and forget all the problems in singapore!!sounds like a fucking cowardly answer to my problems!!!i wont be going to school next wednesday as well!!!will be in malaysia!!!

and yes i still hate u!bitch!

p/s:i'm still missing u<3

love..

2009-01-17T10:21:00.002+08:00

very rare to see me update my blog!!!haha anyway here's something!

20 THINGS GIRLS WOULD WANT GUYS TO KNOW

1.We love when you cuddle with us
2.A kiss on the cheek is a definite YES
3.We want you to put your arm around us at the movies
4.We don’t care if you are the strongest guy in the world
5.Size doesn’t matter so don’t tell us
6.We don’t always look our best so get over it
7.We shouldn’t have to plan everything
8.We’re always ready to talk so call us
9.We’re not perfect so deal with it
10.We love surprises
11.The little things you mean the most
12.We’re not always girly girls
13.We can like boy stuff
14.Cursing and fighting does not impress us
15.Don’t be mean to us to get our attention
16.Don’t tell us who is hot because we don’t care
17.We can tell when you’re not listening so listen up
18.When we say we are cold that’s our invitation to come closer
19.Hugs mean more sometimes
20.We need your advice sometimes so don ‘t be afraid to give it to us
-extracted frm Karvina's blog

boy oh boy

2009-01-16T14:26:00.004+08:00

hey ppl!!nw i can only update my freaking blog for once a weeek!!!cuz basically i have no time to blog!!homwork and homework and i rather talk on the phone with sotong!!!damn fun we talked like an hour plus yesterday??40 min plus on hp and 20 min plus on my housephone!!sorry to lia and isabella cuz i was talking with stupid boy on the phone and didn't really entertain u guys!!

i swear chatting with stupid boy is like damn fun while we were talking he fell off his bed with his guitar!!i seriously laughed my ass off!!and yes i didn't study yesterday oh man!!!

there was an weird part as i told him that a bitch has spoked ill of him too... like ur upper body part was big and ur D*** is small i was sure he was pissed and now we both fucking hate her!yes he's on my side!!i actually had a hard time telling him that but he guessed it!!hahaha laughs..

sotong chatting with u really brightened my day!!i dun mind chatting with u all day long as long as i am happy!i swear talking to im is like music to ur ears!!he said that to me!!wth??haha but it's kind of true....nonsense and im not jealous if u watched twilight 12 times in the cinema with 12 different girls cuz stupid boy i noe u will never do that and u assured me u only watched twilight once on the computer!!and talking to a babe frm geylang!!and btw its not true!!!!u said so!!hahahaha damn funny!!and if i have a dog i'll name it with ur name!!then it will be loyal,handsome and smart like u said!!

and dance didn't become like this all because u left aes!!hahaha and yes i agree with u that modern contemporary is gay!!!and dumb!!u didn't even noe wat dance was that till i explained it to you!!!zomg!!oh my i shldn't speak of god's name in vain!!!opps sorry(:

and yes im sick today and hence i didn't go to school!and i cant call him today!!!my mum is at home and ya i cant go out cuz im sick!!!damn!!i need to go out!!!!ok lah i think it's enough i feel like going to elin's house!!man i gotta get out of my house!

HATRED+STRESSED UP=A BITCH

2009-01-10T16:06:00.009+08:00

yes,im turning into one to all the people that i dun to or know u but im not close to u!

perhaps im too stress that i dont even have time to smile...and then that's when i have a bitch look!but dont get me wrong...i have my reasons so if i still smile at u then means i have adapted to sec 4 life!!

overall the whole week!!!!!!IT SUCKED ONE BIG FREAKING TIME!!!!!HOMEWORK!!!KEEPS piling and piling!!and with extra classes after school!!!upcoming tests next week!!!!!cca(sucked even more!)-to dancers!!!no offence seriously!!!!!

the only great thing is,i can finally understand and catch up with amaths!,i went shopping with Crystal yesterday!! and went for ngee ann's poly open house!!!so many hot guys!!!!and yes i pan to get in that poly!!

as,5 reasons why i want to get in that poly

1)it is near my house(not really but nearer than other polys)
2)HOT GUYS!
3)i love the school
4)i love the courses there
5)i love the course PSYCHOLOGY & COMMUNITY SERVICES

and yeah!!so ngee ann poly here i come!!!my second choice of my fave poly will be s'pore poly!!!
aim for O-level!!!i must die die get 10 points and below!!!which is impossible!!but if i work hard who knows??haha

need to get ready nw...i have some church thing at 7.30 and i hope i wont bitch there!!

BYE TO ALL BITCHES(:or READERS(:

p/s:my bro is picking me frm church at 10 plus!!,my dad stopped nagging at me!!caused i've changed to him!!,my mum is now on my nerves!!my frens i love them..i've been crying inside or controlling my tears so definitely i'll feel damn fucked up,o-levels results are released on monday and i somehw cant face him!!my O's officially also start this monday(D&T)

p/s/s:i wanna a long and good cry!i dun tink i can hold on anymore!!

p/s/s/s:i repierced my smiley!and i surprisingly doesn't feel painful!...

p/s/s/s/s:i dun feel like going home after church or ever!!!

wth?

2009-01-04T21:32:00.002+08:00

today woke up straight away went to bath lei!!cat class was like @ 10am then i woke up at 9am!!i din't even have time to dry my hair??wtf
then i was supposed to meet juliana at 9.50 or 9.55 i think..in the end i reached at 10 plus!!i was late again!!then she met me outside the st claire's hall!!

cat class was like SH!t!!!!!and we went for church late again....cuz of hillary was like waiting for her to come then in the end went in first but we stood up then hillary came!!i swear it was damn hot in the church today!!too many ppl then u can't even fel the air-con.not long germaine come also then she stood we us...but during the homily me,germaine and juliana couldn't take the heat and we walk out!!then slacked and chatted outside church till mass was going to end...then we went back in again..not long the service ended must go back to some room but we didn't even now where it was?then juliana and i was he latest to go to the room then the ppl where like fuck lah!!they said,"sit here.sit there sit here sit there!!then juliana got pissed and walked out and i followed her!!like wtf lah??are we like ur fucking dogs??we had a reason lei!!then me and juliana then slacked outside the columbarium where had no ppl...there we were still pissed like wth lah!!class ended at 12 plus then me and juliana went home..damn pekchek lah..then this saturday it's like at 7.30 to 10.30...like wth i cant go to my uncle's house nw!!!!!!

damn pissed stiil...

insomnia

2009-01-04T00:05:00.002+08:00

it's past 12am and i can't sleep...during the hols i've been tonning until 6am or 8 am then ltr sleep tillnoon...if i dun sleep. i will feel damn stoned and like i'm havin a hang over after a few drinks!!wtf and tmr i still hv to wake up early....

my parents are coming today soon..sianess!!!!haizz......

p/s:my hair is fugly!

sianness

2009-01-03T22:24:00.003+08:00

today met crystal at bpp then i was late...as usual!sorry crystal...both of us woke up at 10 am and i wan going to adeleine's huse at 11am to cut hair and i was late again at ll.30 am then reach her house...my hair is like damn fucking short lah for me...but no choice...singapore so hot must definitely cut short...

then before cutting hair slacked at adeleine's house cause her mum had other customers..then crystal was playing the mini basketball damn cute..then i tried..boy did i suck at it...then someone took my psp!!!ah May!!!!!!hahas...and adeleine was reading new moon!!omg!!!i didn't now she reads that!!no offence lah but it's really damn shocking...

then a headache came,where to watch twilight!!crystal and i planned to go westmall to go and se and somemore there's timezone there!!!but the timeslots changed then luckily adeleine helped us checked in the newspaper...we even thought of cabbing there...but in the end we decided to watch it at 2.20 at causeway!!then went there the fucking timezone!!!!!ahh!!!damn pekchek lah!!it's like all the games saying.... checking card plz wait so frustrating...we wanted to play ddr, oklah i wanted to play..then so many ppl watching then i backed out...then the daytona!!it hanged!!!!omg!!!we played basketball!!!it sucked big time man!!the timezone at cine is much more better!!i miss cine man!!but my dad won't let me go out..like wtf ah!!!o-levels then???damn it!and time crises 3!!!same fucking thing!!
after that we just left the fucking archade and we were randomly walking and looking for lighters(we don't smoke ok!)then started talking about cigarettes...damn totally random!!then i saw one lighter with a crown omg i'm going to buy it!!!and of cuz my twilight book!!after the movie we walked somemore then crystal had to meet her mum at wisma...then i bus-ed home..damn sian..i was emo-ing throughout the whole journey..there's also cat class tmr!!double sianness!!!!and lessons start next week and i already lost my timetable!!!!!at least school finishes early....that's one not sian thing!!hahas

nw im rotting away and doing maths homework at comp!!the ace learning thing!!!!

p/s:i bought a new comb(:

christmas has arrived(:

2008-12-25T23:18:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas people(:!!!!

x'mas is supposed to be a season of giving!!!but it's not this year for me..actually im still damn pissed off now...i don't know if im pms-ing!!!but i was damn fucking pissed today!!and i was on the verge of tears..but it's just too personal...maybe i'll tell the sauces about it!!

oh ya the sauces or anyone who has something...call my housephone....or email me first...
and recently a person sms me where i did my tattoo...and i don't even know who is the person..im so sorry to the person..but i did my tattoo at bukit timah shopping centre!!

and merry x'mas aagin to all those that sms me greetings(:

i'll put up my christmas presents pics tomorrow....

ciao(:

3 more days to christmas!!!!2 more days to daddy's b'dae!

2008-12-22T17:26:00.003+08:00

HO,HO,HO!!!!hahahahaha
christmas is like in 3 days time...and sec 4 life is like in how many days...it's was like i was sec 1 yesterday!!!time flies(:

my daddy's b'dae is on 24 of december!!!omg!!!im in in good terms with my dad and we hardly talk and if we do,we argue...cuz normally he will start it first..then i will talk back but only to support myself!!but watever it is he is still my dad rite??hahahahaha
aHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im lazy to type!!!!!!!!actually the show has started so ya!!!!!!!!

BYE!!!!!!!i dint eat tang yuan yesterday......but im 16 years old in the chinese calendar already!!!!!!!!woohoo(:

p/s:i saw hsm socks at ck Tang!!!with Zac efron face!!!!!!!!!!!

when emo takes over

2008-12-21T13:14:00.004+08:00

Have you experienced this before?you thought you really loved a person
alot but actually the fact is,you just like him and don't really love him.

darn!!!i dun really feel like posting this so ya!!!cutting short!!!!

REALLY SORRY!!!to Chilli,Cheese and my daughter!!and tnx for also comforting me that night...don't be angry to know,i was listening but i was totally speechless.....a single hello couldn't come out of my mouth,,and thanks chilli for playing songs for me(:i loved it!and i'm really glad to havef frens like you!!i love you guys so much..and i'm feeling better now..but i still hope you guys won't ask about what happened last nite..i still to get things settled out..before i tell u guys...actually i got it settled out but im still not ready!!tomato is going to kill me!!!

so ya...i'm still moving on i guess...a heatbreak can be really painful it;s just whether you can just forget about the pian and move on or would you rather to continue living in pain!!!seriously it's up to you(:but i've decided to move on.....i've been stupid by tolerating this pain over three years i think i've been through alot..i deserve something better perhaps....

p/s:sorry tomato!!eventhough u helped me to finally see wat i want,i'm still not going to do it..it's fated i guess..we(not you but him) go our separate ways rite?????so im sorry i hope you wont be angry(:i dun want to tolerate the pain anymore..

CHRISTMAS IS LIKE IN 7 DAYS!!!!!!!!!zomg!!!

2008-12-18T14:58:00.002+08:00

i read my sis msn nick i was like zomg!!!i need to buy for them presents!!!!!and my mummy has to buy for me also!!!haha
nw i've been blogging practically everyday!!what to do parents out and like im damn lazy to do out!!so ya(:hahaha!!have no one to follow me to go out(crying out loud)!!!

haha!!i have to study soon and when school reopens!!hello o-levels!!it means i get my theme or what shit for the dnt o-levels thingy!!see im still not serious like my dad said!!darn someone slap me till i wake up totally!!!!but i want to study overseas!!!go to europe to study fashion or something!!!but i definitely want to go to BELGIUM next year after o's if someone sponsor me!!or if i have the money!!!i want to experience a white christmas with my GODMA(:but i will still leave my dear ones in S'pore(:
so ya after O's that is my plans then come back only to take my results!!and decide where want to study!!godma did u really mean u would let me study in Europe and support me??cause my daddy disapproves of it!!!it's like a bomb!!!i mean the price!!!my parents wouldn't agree with it for sure):but i want to study overseas!!!!i really want to(:
if i really cant..then i have no choice but to study in S'pore):

but if i can i'll really miss my family/kavil/the sauces/him(:but if it benefits me...i should just go up for it rite???
and my brother made a bet with me!!!!if i do well for O's,he'll get me a laptop!!!a pink one(:hahaha

and who knows when i get to Belgium,i'll find someone else and migrate there!!!!!ahahahahaha...fat hope...tankuku
and have angmoh children!!!!!!!hahahaha just joking(:(:

i'll never leave S'pore for another country!!!!!i love S'pore(:
two other things to add in my wishlist or three!!!!

1st-my very own laptop(must be pink(
2nd-spend a white christmas in Belgium
3rd-Study overseas(Europe YES!!!!!!!!!!)

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

p/s-someone's blog is alive again!!!!no more murderer!!!!!

WHAT A JACKASS!!!!

2008-12-17T20:35:00.005+08:00

Nw i'm chatting with Chilli-sauce!!!and that mother fucker has gone too far!!!he thinks he's a king or something like wtf ah!!u like to make ppl cry or see them suffer is it!!then i tell u,you are a fucking sadist lor!!!!so what if you are a famous dancer or what shit!!!!or a teacher or what!!!fuck lah hor!!!!you still need to treat us like human beings!!!!!!if you are that good,you wouldn't need 10 years to become famous lor!!!and please famous in asia only!!please don't haolian ok!!!!!

enough about a worthless jerk...

yesterday i forgot to write that i went new york,new york with my darling mummy and my korkor(:
eventhough me and my mummy have gone through bad terms where i disrespected her or shout back at her,i still love her no matter what(:she's the one who protects me and encourages me(:and definitely supports me(:and of cuz my mummy paid the lunch/tea-time(:....we also had free cotto candy(:but my korkor didn't want so me and my mummy had cotton candy(:it looked white colour but in the end,it was light green..and it tasted like bubblegum(:yumyum

oh ya my dear SAUCES!!!!!!omg!!i miss miss you guys so much!!!!!but i think i can't give the bento tmr...perhaps next week??and next year we must definitely talk to...that gay and mr.....about this...it's really driving me nuts...and to those who think i havent been coming to dance and still talk about it...please ok...i've also suffered enough from that gay only now i can't go cuz of my dad!!!!!!!!!

p/s:i didn't mean to be so vulgar(:im just frustrated at him!!!and i love my mummy lots(:she would even side her children and not her husband(:

WAKAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKA

2008-12-16T18:49:00.012+08:00

Hey!!!i think i didn't blog for some days rite???hahaha

ok!!!i've quit SYF i think???next year is O's..and my dad wants me to study so...ya so...sorry dancers!!!!i won't be going for practices unless it's Cca day!!!and so sorry SAUCES!!!can't go dance with you guys...and besides that,i'm not in good terms with the gay..the sauces would know!!!i don't want to start yelling or giving him attitude in the end so my final choice is,i'm quiting!

enough about that shit!!today went bugis!!and raffles city with my mummy and bro!!!bought shoes that cost only fucking $20 bucks!!!have pics of that and my mummy's b'dae cupcakes!!!heard of that before???and of cuz pictures of my newly bought HELLO KITTY STUFF!!!i'm so damn in love with hello kitty recently!!and i'm still pleading with my mummy to buy the the!!HELLO KITTY SERIES!!!i hope she will!!!!!

next year i won't be able to see you when you get off the bus,walk past your class,see you in the canteen or try to find you....or see you anyway around school...i'll miss u but wth!!!i'm also graduating next year and hopefully meet you again(:

nw PICTURE TIME!!!!!!!

nw for my mummy's cupcakes made by my korkor(:

and a picture of my new hello kitty stuff(:
damn it!!!i'll show u guys that pic another time!!!i need to edit it...the picture is...upside down!!!!!hahahahahhaha

that's all for nw!!!oh ya...barney is down at bbp!!!go and catch the show if u can at bpp!!he is so damn cute!!!darn my camera wasn't with me or else i would have taken pics of barney(:

p/s:if you are amazed by the cupcakes,go to my korkor's blog...i linked it under cupcakes and brownies website!!!and order it(:and of cuz i helped him with his blogskin(:hahahahahaha

p/s/s:my christmas present from my sis this year is!!!!mama mia deluxe album!!!!!hhahahahahahaha

confused and happy....

2008-12-12T20:16:00.003+08:00

i'm wondering whether im suffering from split personality...anyway can explain it to me???
i can be very happy but very depressed the next week....i think...i don't even know you already???in my eyes you were so damn perfect!!!!but i'm still thinking about what chilli sauce asked me today...are you really worth my wait??

but i'm also very happy to hear your voice and see your face....but today you really pissed me off!!!i noe you are working and sometimes have to change your break schedule...but at least you can sms me rite??

i'm starting to miss my class cliques(:i really can't wait to go back to school...

oh ya ppl...if u hv any ideas on bento(:plz tag me...but i dun noe it's worth it to make it for you..fcuker...

And Crystal(:Plz do take care of yourself at Shanghai ok??haha(;and i'll surely wish you(:on your b'dae(:

and to all The Sauces....i'm not really keen to make the bento and go to Great world City already........but i'll still do research on it(:

p/s:i'm getting jealous again):i feel like damn fcuked up!

haha

2008-12-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

It's been ages since i last updated my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!
still busy as ever and i feel really bad):sorry Crystal didn't go to the blood donation drive with you and i havent watch madagascar 2 with you yet!!!so sorry!!

BTW...i just came back from a family chalet...sad to say it was boring!!!i should have gone for dance instead!!!but my parents did not let me go.....

i must rmb to buy my contact lens!!!!!!!!!!!!!ASAP(in this case it does not stand for always say a prayer)haha!!!i still hv the stupid 1 hour per day!!!for using the computer shit!!!!!so nw..im having computer marathon at my sis house!!!woohoo!!!!!

should i go and visit u at ur workplace??haha..i think i wiil(:
anyone want to follow me???haha(:

anyway im watching BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO AGAIN haha it's so addictive!!!!haha

im still tired....haha..bye ppl(:

p/s:all dancers must go for dance practice this tuesday(:must come ok??(:

haha/im tired live me alone!!!!!!!

2008-11-27T19:52:00.002+08:00

sorry ppl im having a split personality again!!!!it's quite normal for me......haha
i wont be blogging as often cuz my parents only let me use the comp for one hour a day as the bill!!!omg i dun even want to talk about it!!!!

but im going karaoke on saturday and will take some pics!!!so ya!!

dance is tiring but.....i'll survive it ok(:

i'm not so angry with you anymore....so i really hope u find someone ok...and plz cherish her(:

i dun even hv the time to find my part time job...FUCK!!!!

OH ppl don't forget the lyrics is today!!!i mean the show!!!gotta go

ciao(:i'll update asap ok?(:

quiz again dun curse me ppl(:and i think a log post too(:

2008-11-23T16:43:00.003+08:00

curse IVAN ANG!!!!!just kidding dude(:

1)The person who tagged you is?
-IVAN ANG QI WEN!!!!!!!

2)Your relationship with him/her?
-FRIENDS/SECONDARY SCHOOLFRIENDS/CHURCHMATES

3)Your 5 impressions of him?
-funny
-kindda cute weird
-gentleman
-understanding
-kind

4)The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
-going home together after the tourism thingy and crapping all the way

5)The most memorable thing he had said to you
-GOODLUCK(:

6)ivan where the no.6????damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-sorry no number 6!!!!!!

7)If he/she becomes your lover,thing he/she has to improve on will be?
-be more happy(:SMILE(:

8)If she/he becomes your enemy,you will?
-fat hope!!!!i think we will become enemies..will we??

9)NO 9 also!!!wth IVAN!!!!!!
-sorry...no qn 9!!!

10)What is it you want to tell him/her now?
-i love WANGZI!!!!!!!wakakakakak

11)Your overall impression of him?
-he's a nice guy!!!great pal!!!!!!!he's a faithful lover(:

12)How do you think people around you feel around you?
-i dun care man!!i just do my thing!whoever is not happy!just fcuk off!!!

13)Characters you love of yourself are?
-quiet sometimes(i wont get in trouble)

14)On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are?
-i'm quiet!!!!!not independent!i think!

15)The most ideal person you wanna be is?
-i might even be a rockstar!!!!!!!haha

16)For the people that care and like you,say something to them.
-TNX GUYS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME AND TOLERATING MY NONSENSE SOMETIMES!!!I LOVE U GUYS!!!!!!!!!

17)Pass this quiz to 10 ppl that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1.my sister's dog

2.my brother's cat

3.anyone

4.anybody

5.frens

6.family

7.priests

8.nuns

9.someone

10.bloggers...

wats up with the priests and nuns???haha

im too lazy to continue the test!!!since i hv also chosen pets and anyone!!!haha

i'm in love with the song energy!!reminds me of.....
haha
here's the video and lyrics(:

-ENERGY-KERI HILSON

[Intro]
Ooh ooh,
Oh ohh,
Ohh yeah, yeah.

[Verse 1]
I wish i could rip out a page of my memory cause i put to much energy im him and me, can't wait till i get through this faze cause it's killin me to bad we can't rewirte our own history

[Hook]
Such a mystery,
When he's here with me,
It's hard to believe I'm still lonely,
Chances fadin' now,
Patience runnin' out,
This ain't how it's supposed to be.

[Chorus]
I'm havin' nightmares from sleepin' with the enemy, (enemy) (no no)
How do we reverse the chemistry? (chemistry)
I don't want us to be the end of me,
This love is takin' all of my energy, (energy)
Energy, (energy)
My energy, (energy)
Takin' all of my energy, (energy)
Energy, (energy)
My energy, (energy)
Takin' all of (my energy).

[Verse 2]
Seems only like yesterday, (day)
Not even gravity could keep your feet off the ground when you're with me, (you're with me)
How can two be as one?
then become so divided now?
There's no use hidin' from misery, (no).

[Hook]
Such a mystery,
When he's here with me,
It's hard to believe I'm still lonely,
Chances fadin' now,
Patience runnin' out,
This ain't how it's supposed to be.

[Chorus]
I'm havin' nightmares from sleepin' with the enemy, (enemy) (oh ohh)
How do we reverse the chemistry? (chemistry) (how do we)
I don't want us to be the end of me, (me yeah)
This love is takin' all of my energy, (energy) (all of my energy)
Energy, (energy)
My energy, (energy)
Takin' all of my energy, (energy)
Energy, (energy)
My energy, (energy)
Taking all of...

(Oh oh)

Now I can feel you changin me
and I can't afford to slip much further
from the person I was meant to be (ohohohohoho)

I'm not afraid to walk alone
not giving up but moving on
before it gets to deep
cause your taking all of my energy

[Chorus]
I'm havin' nightmares from sleepin' with the enemy, (enemy) (oooh)
How do we reverse the chemistry? (chemistry) (oooh)
I don't want us to be the end of me,
This love is takin' all of my energy (energy) (all of my energy).

I'm havin' nightmares from sleepin' with the enemy, (enemy) (ohh ohh)
How do we reverse the chemistry? (chemistry) (ohh)
I don't want us to be the end of me,
This love is takin' all of my energy, (energy)
Energy, (energy)
My energy, (energy) (oooh ohh)
Takin' all of my energy, (energy)
Energy, (energy)
My energy, (energy) (takin' all of me)
Takin' all of...

You're killin me ,
You're takin' all of me, yeah, oh ohh.

(This love is takin' all of my energy.)

that's the lyrics and video(:

dance tmr!!!stressed up!!O's next year and i wanna take part in syf???wat will och think??my maths is weak and yet??oh man!!

and im still pissed with u!!and why did u hv to lie!!wtf??jeez..just grow up will ya..to think that ur older than me,ur be wiser!!!wtf..looks like ur so not!!!!dude look in the mirror..just look at ur other frens,they've all grown up why are u still playing afool??lying and playing with feelings!!you still havent answered me yet!!wth..i'll never get an ans frm u..so i'm moving on..hope u will too...and i'll be alot happier if u find someone to change you and you appreciate her(:i'll be so glad if that happens(:

hehe...this is kindda of a long post rite?

i miss CRYSTAL TAY HUI NING!!hey gal i'll be busy...do u mind catching the movie in the movie like 10 plus in the morning instead???

CRYSTAL(:

ZOMG!!!!

2008-11-22T18:54:00.002+08:00

i havent blogging in a long time and i'm so much happier...from last thursday it was so emotional..vivi,crystal,elin shld noe why??
but seriously why did u hv to be someone else infront of me and another person when im not around!!seriously lah like wtf!!somemore said u change and i actually believed u!! im so damn gullible...a leopard will never change it's sports...

ok enough about this im so damn tired from dance practices and the open house today(:sawu today..anyway i did introduce myself so ya,but if ur reading this,i was quite embaressed.....dun mind that ya....we can get closer next year ok?hehe

dancers..if ur reading this...dun keep grudges against the seniors ok?(:hehe...just take that we're lecturing u..cuz u guys hv to take over next year(:jiayou(:ANYWAY JUST NW I FORGOT TO mention...WE ALL DID GREAT FOR THE PERFORMANCE ALRIGHT(:excellent,well done(:..and let me noe if ur unhappy with anything alright(:??hehe

BLAH..BLAH.....BLAH...im lazy to type already!!!

p/s:dance practice next monday...for syf..and auduitions is on thursday(:jiayou ppl(:
p/s/s:tnx MS BHAVANI FOR RETURninG MY EZ-LINK CARD(:and also to the person who found it..a million tnx(:
because of u guys,i dun need to make a new ez-link card(:hehe

TNX TO EVERYONE IN MY LIFE(:AND FOR BEING THERE FOR ME(:

2008-11-18T20:51:00.003+08:00

tagged by JAnice!!!

THE RULES AND REGULATIONS
1.Each playerof the game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known
facts about yourself.
2.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habit/little known facts as well as
state this rule clearly.
3.At the end,you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4.No tag back.

1.i laugh damn funny/loudly
2.i love ice-cream with curry sauce
3.i love WANGZI!!!!!
4.i'm a coffeeholic!!!
5.i sing weird..i tink??
6.i'm short...
7.i sometimes talk in my sleep???
8.i love both cats and dogs!!!
9.yellow disgust me!!!
10.my parents are weird...yes!!!!

10 people:
-Crystal
-Tracy
-Ivan
-Aziela
-Sabrina
-Dulcie
-Elin
-Juliana
-Jiawan
-Melissa

ok nw im done with so called quiz!!!!!gdnitez!!!im tired!!!!

hsm 3 with me(:

2008-11-14T16:37:00.002+08:00

Try JibJab Sendables® eCards today!

a video with me in it!!!and of cuz zac efron!!!doin this was damn fun like choosing ur pic and the shaping ur face and..ur mouth(:
and by the way this pic looks ugly!!!but i only tried it out and want to show u the outcome of it!!!enjoy!!!it's damn crappy!!!and u can do ur own..after the video there is an option of clicking do ur own!!!click it and hv fun(:HEHHEHEHE

p/s:i was bored the whole day!!!i made pancakes(:

Together-neyo

2008-11-13T16:16:00.003+08:00

[Verse 1]
Since the day that we met girl
I've never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Want to give you the whole world... ohh
If you make the promise to me, I'm gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

[Hook]
What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Cause I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at... ohhh

[Chorus]
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

[Verse 2]
Oooh... I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life
Girl I know you're so afraid but I can't write the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder how many chicks been to my home
I done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

[Hook]
What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at... ohhh

[Chorus]
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

[Verse 3]
Baby you're the one I'm waiting for
Because you give me what I need and more
Cause it's clear that we are meant to be
Together... together... we should be together
Eternally... Ooohh
And I'm gonna be...

(Chorus) x2

90th POST!!!!!!

2008-11-13T14:12:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!im bored and i have nothing to type(:

i think i got over u already(:come on its Os next year!!!!i need to wake up(:

having chalet with family(:but i dun noe when again...jeez!!!i keep on forgetting(:

i dun want to hold grudges on anyone again(:i want my upcoming sec 4 memories to be a blast and not a mess like for the 3 years i had in aes!!!frienship problems every year!!!

but anyway she wont be in the same class as me next year so(:im not so bad lah!!!but at least i wont talk about her already?
hahaha

CURSE CRYSTAL TAY HUI NING she has her ds already summore its red and black!!!!!!!
crystal im just kidding(:would i curse u?NOPE(:
HAHA HAPPY HOlIDAYS PPL(:
AND WE CAN ALL DO THE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!!!
for ppl who hv amaths(:we hv to do extra!!!jiayou next Os then!!!!hahahahahaha
just mug until Os then chill(:
and ppl who just hv emaths(:jiayou also(:and just mug until Os(:hahahahahah

BYE(:

brown sugar macchiato(:

2008-11-10T15:47:00.003+08:00

HEI TANG XIU-BANG BANG TANG(LOLLIPOP)

chang kai xin xiong　
qu zhui xun kuai yue de chu kou
bie pa ji mo　
yin wei you wo men zai bei hou
jia ru yi hou　
wo men quan du ge ben xi dong
yao yong yuan ji zhu zui chu de meng

Rap

di yi tang ke zuo hao gen lao shi Say Yo
di er tang ke zao jiu pa xia qu zhao zhou gong
di san tang ke hei tang dian xin yi jing kong kong
di si tang ke lan qiu bu zai shou kong
di wu tang ke gen zhao yin yue lao shi chang Do
di liu tang ke shi yan shi bai nan guo
di qi tang ke shu bao shou hao zhun bei Go Home
Boys And Girls Just Want To Show

zhuo shang de jing zi fan she kan dao hou zuo de zhu tou
zi ren wei shuai qi you mo qing chang gao shou
dan xin li ju ran dui ta chan sheng ji dong
zhe gan jue gai zen mo xing rong

zuo zai jiao shi li yan shen fang kong deng zhao xia ke zhong
hei ban shang xie de zhi shi du mei gao dong
shou gou nv hai men de da xiao jie ju dong
guo fen wu li chao nan gou tong

chang kai xin xiong　
qu zhui xun kuai yue de chu kou
bie pa ji mo　
yin wei you wo men zai bei hou
jia ru yi hou　
wo men quan du ge ben xi dong
yao yong yuan ji zhu zui chu de meng

hua zhuang bao de shi jie zhi you mei li de ren cai dong
se cai de jie zou yi qie you wo zhu kong
bin fen de gan dong luo yin zai wo xin zhong　zhi xi wang ni zhu yi dao wo

shu bao de ke ben yong yuan du bi man hua shao de duo
shou li de dian dong hao xiang cong mei ting guo
qiu bi te gao su wo qi shi ta bu cuo　bie rang ta mo mo de cuo guo

chang kai xin xiong　
qu zhui xun kuai yue de chu kou
bie pa ji mo　
yin wei you wo men zai bei hou
jia ru yi hou　
wo men quan du ge ben xi dong

yao yong yuan ji zhu zui chu de meng

xin qing zong you downde shi hou　xiang zhao ren su shuo
mei you bao yuan　mei you deng hou　shi ni gei wo de cheng nuo

chang kai xin xiong　
qu zhui xun kuai yue de chu kou
bie pa ji mo　
yin wei you wo men zai bei hou
ja ru yi hou　
wo men quan du ge ben xi dong
yao yong yuan ji zhu zui chu de meng

Rap
di yi tang ke zuo hao gen lao shi Say Yo
di er tang ke zao jiu pa xia qu zhao zhou gong
di san tang ke hei tang dian xin yi jing kong kong
di si tang ke lan qiu bu zai shou kong
di wu tang ke gen zhao yin yue lao shi chang Do
di liu tang ke shi yan shi bai nan guo
di qi tang ke shu bao shou hao zhun bei Go Home
Boys And Girls Just Want To Show

KU CHA-BANG BANG TANG & HEI SE MEI MEI

so if u are depressed just have a cup of brown sugar macchiato(:it really works(:
jiayou(:
but hw about wangzi...will all dreams come true?or..will it happen like in fairytales!!

bye(:
p/s:too lazy to type out the second song lyrics anyway its in the video already...
i love these 2 songs!!!go watch the series its damn funny and really addictive(:
BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO(:thats really the show's title(:

ROAR!!!!!!

2008-11-06T18:48:00.002+08:00

I havent logged in for the past!!!i dunno hw many days(:!!!too lazy!Yup!!!!but juliana ask me to update so i update lor!!!!!!

BUT im not a doggie!!!!!!!!

watch 2 and a half movies with crystal today!!!!New york minute and rule no.1(:
shld hv seen crystal(:she was damn funny(:with the pillow covering her face!!!!!but i almost had a heartattack also!!!and the stupid subtitles!!!!!darn!!!!luck crystal can understand some cantonese and i watched the movie explained some again(:

THEN WE WATCHED HSM but halfway and then she had to go home):sad part im by myself again!!!!!!!

oh yesterday watched sex and the city with crystal!!!and ya!!!!!!

dance tmr(:and LAST DAY OF BRIDGING!!!!!!!WOHOOOOOO!OOOOOO!!!!!!!!

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIEND SARAH(:
AND BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DIYANAH(:

WAFFLES...waffles....waffles.....on SUNDAY(:

and ya(:im bullshitting alot recently!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s:im mentally stable now(:

MOVIE MARATHON/I WANT TO WATCH THE COFFIN(:/MADAGASCAR 2(:/SING TO THE DAWN/AND MANY MANY NEW MOVIES(:

ADDICTED TO BLUEBERRY TEA!!!

AIKAIK WONT BE IN DANCE TMR & WILL BE MISSED THE MOST(:i'll be a loner):tmr):

BYE'S(:

ass!!!!

2008-10-28T19:54:00.004+08:00

i thought today there's tuition but in the end!!!!dun hv!!!!!wtf!!!!cuz i didnt read the mas correctly it was tommorrow but i thought it was today what the BLEH!!!!!
Aneh!!!!stupid racist joke me and crystal blaberring about today..

and damn it,i feel so effing sick..i feel like puking but nothing is coming out(cuz i havent tried it yet!!)
and the 1000 qns each for both maths...jialat lor!!!!like that lor!!holiday over lor!!!but cant help it rite?if i wanna do well for my Os next year(:tahan lor!!!!complain lor!!!nobody can help me also what!!!!!

tmr there's dance/amaths remedial!!!!so i'll only be missing the warmup(:not so bad what!

today during history lesson!!!i guess i was too sleepy!!and spelled my surname wrongly!!!kesha DRYSDAY instead of DRYSDALE

PEKCHEK already lah!!!at everything!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s:i'm still feeling sick
p/s/s:shld i go to school tmr?but....

SIAN.....

2008-10-28T17:03:00.002+08:00

TODAY i woke up at 6.30 cuz had the bridging shit!!!!!!!then i tot i was going to be late!!!!cuz i left the house 7 sumthing!!!omg then at the bustop tot i forgot to bring my stupid pencilbox!!!!but in the end i brought it!ass!!!!!!!!!!
enough about that shit!!!!!now about doing the 1000 emaths and 1000 amaths on ace-learning wtf!!!i only started today and it was miserable!!!40 emaths qns..and 1 amaths qns(tired to do ok!!!)

GOD HELP ME!!!!!!

shall stop here..

p/s:im really lazy
p/s/s:i miss ag):

Hey i'm confused(:...

2008-10-26T15:21:00.005+08:00

today there was cat class but guess wat???i didn't go cuz i thought there wasn't class!crap!!!and my mum see rite i told u!!!then nag nag nag!!!!!damn it !!!!!!!i hate it when she does that!!!!

AND PPL I"M IN PSALM 91!!!!!WOOHOO!!!!!!the attachment thing that i wanted together with SARAH LEELA DORETT AND HILLARY CHIN XUE ER!!!!!we're going wreck things man!!!but JULIANA im not so sure which group ur in...and hillary didnt see...hope we're all in the same group(:

enough about cat nw why im confused!!!!sms,sms...then testimonial nvr reply!!!wth!!!i wonder if we can even be frens??or are u too embaressed???i'm thinking of giving up again!!!but shld i??

my bro drived my mum and i to beauty world and cold storage to get our new tap!!!!!then went to cold storage at rail mail picked up some stuff!!!and thought of buying a pumpkin for halloween!!!!
and then saw the cookie mixture and begged my mum to let me bake cookies...and she said ok!!!!but i regretted!!!i had more scolding only!!!about my baking methods!!!!!wth?...darn the camera in my bro's office or not would hv taken pictures!!!!!

HSM3 tmr!!!!my bro promised me together with my sis!!!after deepavali visiting we'll go and watch the movie!!!YIPEE

and my brother decided nt to go for the halloween party cuz he said it's a gay club(he heard it is?i dunno?)and said it could be dangerous for me and my sis!!!so ya maybe we're going to the night safari!!!and the next day i hv school!!!or shd i pon??hmm....better dun...ltr my dad will qn me....and i wil die a instant death):

enough about this really pissing me off!!!and family still hv problems!!!and hope mama(my grandma will hv the strength against my ~~aunt~~(she doesn't deserve to be called my aunt!)
and my mum not to yell at my mama!!!cuz she is not in fault also!!!if ppl talks back about her she shld fight back(:

will blog more ltr if i'm not lazy....

......

2008-10-25T23:17:00.004+08:00

darned!!! i'm bored and i;m at my sister's house!!!people playing mahjong!!!
and i made a new friend who plans to come to aes!!!!!!!!!!!yay!!!!!

i hate adults!!!!!!!!!!not all but some!!!!and i wont mention names!!!!!!!

chatted with tracy and ansyar!!!group chat!!!we were like crapping most of the time!!!damn fun!!!!!!

and i miss ag(:hope to see you soon(:

and movie marathon!!!!!!!!!!!yes!!!!!!!!!!!YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am having it after o-levels...so ya...and that means art of the devil 2(:yipee(:

DEEPAVALI on monday(:happy deepavali to all Hindus(:in advance(:
alot of movie programs on that day!!!i like(:

dance practice on wednesday!!!bridging program on tuesday!!!!!!!!halloween party on wednesday!!!but i'm i going???my sis and i still deciding!!!!maybe will call my bro to join in(:

and i really want to have fun this holidays!!!!and yes my holiday job!!!!!!!!!tuition!!!!!!anyone need pri 1 or pri 2 tuition???

also need to study!!!omg i managed to go to 4/2 lucky i didnt retain....so i need to catch up with studies especially with physics,amaths and emaths!!damn it why didnt i pay attention in class??

resolution for next year(i noe it's not new years yet!!!)
-pay attention in class(screw the teachers i hate)
-do all my homework(damn it i'm lazy)
-respect the teacher(omg i hv to work on my attitude)
-study smart not hard(im into caffine recently...)
-not to stone so frequently(John thomas say dun stone)
-have no more enemies(actually nw i hv none)oh i still hv one but next year diff class already..
-respect my parents(damn it my attitude again..i cant handle this)
-save my money(i'm a spendthrift)
-be a better person(will it work out?maybe...)

walao!!!have alot!!!!!!!!!!!!i dunno if i will even do all this!!!!!!!damn it!!!!!!!!!!!

ENOUGH with this crap...nitez ppl(:

tired):boohoo

2008-10-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

worried for the idiot who is having o-levels that even throughout dance,i waas still effing worried about his maths!!!
i shld be worried about myself instead but i;m not!!!aiyou!!!!!!i'm going die my muscles are aching!!!and im effing tired!!!!

dance practise today!!!muscle aching!!no mood/worrying too much!!!and bridging ia next week!!!omg!!!hms3!!!so going to watch it!!!!must watch it!!!!

there's dance next week but i'll be late with amanda!!!amaths ppl till 3pm on the 29 of october!!!!and we hv to be at the studio at 2.45...what is the difference??

anyway will blog tmr!!!darn tired already...nitez...and ppl who i requested to do the quiz...plz try to do it will ya guys?

2008-10-24T22:15:00.004+08:00

A quiz from crystal

1.Who was the last person to tagged you?
-Crystal tay hui ning!!!!!!(this person force me to do this!!!)jking(:

2.Your realtionship between him/her is?
-friendsforever/partners/classmates/sisters/slack partners!!!!

3.Your 5 impression of him/her are?
-stubborn,funny,lame,siao,yunho lover!

4.The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
-we're going to 4/2!!!!!!

5.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will?
-dun friend her already lor!!!!!just kidding(:say sorry and make peace!!

6.What you wanna tell him/her?
-Wuchun is not gay!!!

7.Your overall impression of him/her?
-Slacker!!!(cuz of me wat!!)

8.How do you think ppl around you will feel about you?
-they'll think i'm mute!!!!!

9.The characteristic you love about yourself is?
-my hair clour!!(and its natural unlike someone who claims it is!!!!)

10.On the contrary,the characteristic you hate about yourself is?
-my nose!!!my face(pimples)

11.The most ideal person you wanna be is?
-mad scientist!!!just kidding!!!i dunno?

12.For the ppl who care and like you,you say?
-tnx u guys love ya for being there for me!!!!

13.Pass this quiz to 10 person you wish to know how they feel about you.
*Try to do lah=X.*
1)Aziela
2)Sabrina
3)Juliana
4)Jiawan
5)Tracy
6)Ivan
7)Vivi
8)Lia
9)Dulcie
10)John thomas

What is no.6 having a relationship with?
[Ivan]he's single i think??

Is no.9 a female or male?
[Dulcie]female lah!!!

If no.7 and no.10 are together,will it be a good thing?
[John thomas and Vivi]i dunno ermm??actually i dun dare to write or ltr both of them will kill me!!

What is no.2 studying about?
[Sabrina]secondary school stuff?

When was the last time you have a chat with no.3
[Juliana]last week saturday(youth day rally shit)

What kind of music band did no.8 like?
[Lia]FEI LUN HAI

Does no.1 have any siblings?
[Aziela]yes

Will you woo no.3?
[Juliana]fyi i'm not a les(unlike the biatch)

How about no.7?
[Vivi]i'm not going to woo my daughter ridiculous!!!

Is no.4 single?
[Jiawan]i think so?

What is no.5 surname?
[Tracy]not sure??

What is the hobby of no.10
[John thomas]SOCCER!!!!!

Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
[Dulcie and Tracy]i duno but i think they're friends!!

Where is no.2 studying at?
[Sabrina]AES!!!

Talk something about no.1
[Aziela]dancer!!!!!!ARTISTS!!!!!!LOVE HER!!!!!

Have you ever tried developing feelings for no.8?
[Lia]no way she's my mummy!!and p/s im not a les!!!

Where does no.9 live at?
[Dulcie]WOODLANDS(northoaks condo)

What colour does no.4 like?
[Jiawan]pink<3i think!!

Are no.1 and no.5 best friend?
[Aziela and Tracy]no i tink they're just friends/dance buddies(:

Does no.1 have any pet?
[Aziela]i dunno..i think no!!

Is no.6 the sexiest peson in the world?
[Ivan]omg no way...cutest person maybe!!

What is no.10 doing right now?
[John thomas]i dunno im not a stalker!!!

i'm done with this tiring test!!!!

WOOHOO!!!!!!!

2008-10-23T14:17:00.002+08:00

I"M GOING TO 4/2 NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!MEANS ONE:O-LEVELS...MEANS TWO:MUST STUDY HARDER!!!!!!
AND i still hate my toot!!!!!!!some ppl shld noe who!!and i still hate irriating adults that treat u or think ur a baby!screw them!!!!!

Seniors next year which means classrm will be at the highest floor=tired/lose weight rite??hahahahahahahaha

my muscles are aching frm yesterdays day!!!!!omg!!!!!and there's dance tmr!!!!and i cant even bend down!muscles are too painful!!!!

i'll continue tonight!!!

and another wish strike off frm my wishlist(:

stupid asshole!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-21T16:29:00.002+08:00

she went to put the fucking phone at i dun even noe where and nw she comes blaming me!!!!wtf ur fucking problem rite????u use the phone can't put back is it???very difficult is it???then u come scolding me by saying i never ask u go to the park or the carpark to find rite???hw the fuck where i noe where the phone is???u can go shopping with ur frens and then ltr say what u sick then need my help!!!!go shopping forget me then after shopping hv problem!!!!!!!!!!then came find me!!!!!!!!

ADULTS ARE KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no sCHOOOOOOLLLLL!!!!!!

2008-10-21T12:26:00.002+08:00

NO SCHOOL TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
But thursday is the day whether i'm gonna retain or not???
i dun wanna retain!!!!!!i wanna go to 4/2!!!!!!!!plz or plz!!!!!let me promote!!!!!!!

yesterday went to lot 1 to find that horror movie,...we wanted to rent it but no more indonesian movies!!!boohoo!!!
then mummy sinting...grandma bella and i went to popular and mummy sinting found the movie but guess wat???we forgot the movie was nc sixteen!!!!and had english subtitles so grandma bella and i would understand the movie!!!the first part of the movie was nice but the scary part!!!!omg!!!i was like peeking through a small tiny hole!!!damn freaky!!!and funny at the same time(:

when it was time to go home.i was totally freaked out!!!mummy sinting and i had to go home ourselves!!!!omg!!!going into the lift was a killer!!!one part of the movie!!!oh i dun want to write it down!!!!

then when we finally came down the lift we started talking about the movie and the on our way to the interchange at lot 1!!!suddenly a bicycle went pass and we both screamed omg!!!we thought about the movie again!!!!jeez and i was so scared to walk home by myself!!!next time horror moves will be watched at my house!!!!!!!!! ok kavil!!!!!omg i'm still freaked out about it!!!!!
i waited about 20 minutes yesterday b4 i entered the lift!!!my lift has 4 mirrors duh!!!in the end i just closed my eyes and when i reached my floor,i ran out of the lift!!!omg!!!a scary experience totally!!!!!!!! ! ! !

but i want to watch art of the devil 2???anybody wanna watch???i'll get the cd asap!!!and art of the devil the first movie was so.so not so scary but really gruesome(is that hw u spell it?)..black magic duh!!!!!!looks like the next horror movie will be at my house guys!!!art of the devil 2(:(heard it's scary!!!and i'll watch this movie after the o'levels so that somebody can study!!!!)

i'm in love with CINTA LAURA!!!!!a indonesian star!!!and i'm not a LESBIAN!!!!!!
i wanna watch the show oh baby!with cinta laura starring but youtube doesnt hv the episodes!!!!oh damn!!!!!i really wanna watch!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's dance tmr ppl!!!!!!!!!!!
and means no movie marathon tmr!!!!!!!not fair!!!!!!!!no romance/action/comedy movies tmr!!!!!!!
cant watch horror ones for awhile better refraine frm them!!!!

bye(:

SENTOSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-19T18:03:00.005+08:00

today my family decided to go to sentosa!!!today i woke up lke i had a relly bad hunover but i didn't drink yesterday!!!i went for the youth thingy!!!maybe i was too tired(:

enough anout the youth day shit!!swam at sentosa today with sis,bro-in-law and isaac my nephew!!!!he's a dog by the way(:but hes cute!!!i hv pics again!!!we didnt go to palawan beach as it was maybe crowded so we went to tam beach!!!!more empty but the stupid weather and my poor nephew is injured!!!poor baby get well soon and we'll bring u back to the beach!!!

i tried trying my mum about her fucking attitude but??no help ppl noe they are badmouthing bout the students!!!wtf is her problem!!!then next thing about the movie marathon!!!!she said no lah like wtf sia!!!!she's also not at home!!!so my frens can just come!!!

and on thursday my mum and dad are coming to collect my results!!!fuck this really can't happen to me!!!!!!!i hate my family!!!!!i hate my parents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!enough of them!!!had enough shit frm them so going to move out once i'm 21 or earlier!!!screw them!!!

nw for the pics!!

picture of my darling nephew(:

picture of people on something like banana boat(:

picture of tam beach(:

picture of father in car);(i hate)

what a day?

2008-10-18T23:09:00.005+08:00

today unfortunately couldn't go to dulcie's sister party as had the youth day thing that turned out OK!!!cuz it was mostly praise and worship!!!!!!!and i hv pictuers!!and juliana chan (ps)she left at 3pm thenleft me alone!!ok lah not alone but with hillary so let all the pictures do the talking(:i'm tired!!!!

hillary and i at the classroom!!!(during youth day)

activ8(activate)(toa payoh stadium)

necklace(saying "receive the power",Acts 1:8)

the t-shirt(all of us had the same t-shirts)!!

that's all(:
nitesz!!

p/s:sentosa tmr?or east coast?
p/s/s:dun be surprised if i come back frm school tanned!!!!!maybe(:
p/s/s/s:i love ag and miss ag(:

tired(:but happy(:

2008-10-17T21:52:00.010+08:00

today was a happy/sad day(:,):
flunk my results!!!!i think....
but still happy(:cuz of other things!!!

congrats to my brother!!for passing his driving test!!!
and he picked me up frm school and hv pic of the car and its rented and more pics!!!just let the pics do the talking ok(:

pic of our friendship hp strap!!!!!!the kavil except for the A

pic of grandma bella(sleepy) and vivi

vivi sleeping(:

picture of our feast!!!(home team ns)

passing boy(:

pic of me and my sister(:

p/s:i love ag(:

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3(:

2008-10-16T21:15:00.005+08:00

Since i'm still fifteen,i never experienced how graduation would be like(: but i've always dreamed or imagined what it would happen after i have graduated!!a prom night with all my classmates like the ones they have in America which are super cool like where they dress up with the different themes which are is unique for (:and the prom is where you can dress up and do up your hand which is once in a lifetime!!ok not once in a lifetime as there is still your wedding which will be more grand than your graduation night!!!so this is my dream experience that i want experience during my graduation!!or it could just be a simple girl's night out or with someone special to celebrate my graduation!!!i'm contented with anything as long as i celebrate it!!!and not stay

So Catch Walt Disney Pictures' High School Musical 3: Senior Year in cinemas from October 24!Don't miss it(:

I'm feeling....

2008-10-16T20:47:00.014+08:00

HAPPY!!!TODAY!!!!!!but it won't be written here!!

but guess what?i was returned four of my exam papers today and i passed 3 out of four!!!stupid emaths had to break it!!!curse it
and u noe bridging program starts just after deepavali!!!like wat the hall!!!but lucky it's only like for 9 blooming days!!!then it's freedom!!!!!

i'm now a lover of pink and kindda like hello kitty!!!oh my god im becoming like mrs @$%!!!!!!!
hv some totally random pics of my room being pink and bought friendship handphone straps with k.a.v.i.l....except the a in kavil didnt buy!!!!asshole!!!!jerk!!!!just kidding!!!

today vivi and i also bust our butts and finished our work for the dance studio..we had to account the costumes and makeup!!!last minute work doesn't pay!!!my back hurts!!!!!!

picture of my friendship phone strap!!!will take all four of our straps tmr(:

Hello kitty lover??

pink bed/messy bed!!!but look at the pink!!!n just the pink!!!

pink walls(dark pink and light pink)

pink bubblegum cd...favourite!!!

pink perfume!!!

pink notebook!!ok not all pink but mostly.......

ok and this bag had to spoil it!!!great!!not pink!!

ok not related to pink but my pooh bar is torn!!!and my mum just sewed the neck of it the other side!!

here's the fixed side!!!

p/s:i need to pass my english!!
p/s/s:i love ag(:

troubles...worries..

2008-10-15T12:58:00.007+08:00

Omg i'm feeling so confused shld i worry or not?.....
shd i msg him or not?
call him or not??
i've never been so worried b4!!!that i even shed tears!!!!omg i've been worried b4 and i've never shed tears b4!!!

that shows that i really care for him.....
but ...aiya..i've never really believed in god but here's the time to do it!!!
God plz watch over him and his brother/family...whoever is in trouble...i dun even noe a single thing...okok..i do noe but not the whole story.....

ok.and now what happened yeaterday!!!Physics paper was easier that mid-years but i didn't study it enough so..FAIL..butat least i'll get more marks than mid-year!!preetty PLLLLLZZZZZZ!!..
after the exam stayed back awhile while och talked/lectured about sensor(not to be known) then after that walked homw with macaroni and horse and crapped the whole day...i love them(:they made my day yesterday(:
went home slacked with my mum then slept for like 30 mins damn freaking tired cuz of late night studying...but i was supposed to go with her to amk hub!!!like wtf i shodnt hv promised her but i wasnt really spending time with her so...ya...

when we were there like someone called her and talkin instead of like conversing with me...like wtf i was like damn pissed off lah!!!i shld hv stayed at home lah!!!but after that i was ok already...then we were like omg looking at ite guys and my mum was silent but i was omg!!!they practically looked like guys from the back...no offence but seriously with handbags somemore....

BUT...only some of them(:so ya...
my mum was guessing they were frm which ite and her final answer was ang mo kio...i missed ang mo kio...grandma's house!!!my sleepover's were day!!!with grandma and godfather..i really miss those days spent there...going to archades!!!!my thing definitely!!!!

that reeminds me!!!!holiday=archade time!!!!anyone want to go???
and movie time!!!!!!!

and im worried that i might screw up my exams and my dad will definitely kill me for sure!!!!!oh ya n some random pictures when vivi and crystal was at my house!!!!!!!!!!!but only afew...want more check it out at my friendster,vivi's or crystal's!!!!

2008-10-13T14:03:00.007+08:00

let the pictures do the talkin k?
the first group pf pics frm the singapore flyer!!!the thomas the train is from united square!!!and the next few pics is frm seoul garden!!!!!and the picture with the soup looking grosslike tom yam)but its not!!ingrdients??u do not want to noe!!! my brother made that!!!eww!!!!my sis and i had scolding frm my mum!!!she thought we were the ones who did that(:n pic on the f1 track taken frm the capsule!!!!!!!

p/s:my family approves of my piercing except for my dad!!!who cares!!!!

2008-10-13T13:34:00.004+08:00

God....i havent been blogging for a very long time....but hv been using the comp secretly frm parents

my effing dad will just yell at me when im using the comp!!!like wtf i study eh!!!!wtf u want!!!! at least i study right and i am back to myself already!!!!im not giving them attitude or talking back to them already wtf he want sia!!

dun get me wrong!!!my mums cool!!but she nags but so what shes still cool!!but i rather stay out than stay at home!!!!

some ppl have been getting on my nrves like duh!!!last friday was the worst day of my!!!and thursday!!!crying and wanting to cry but controlling my tears cuz of my sister n bro!!!i wont want them to worry about!!!

I REALLY HATE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

let me check!!!oh ya not all guys just 2 guys who are jerks and just fucking pissing me off!!!with their fucking attitude!
need a break frm these type of ppl!!!and of cuz a new BITCH!!!not the bitch that i used to blog about...another one!!!my life always has one bitch that irritates me or does sumthing!!!!wtf!!!!

hope i wont do badly for eoy exmas or else!!!!i dun want to!!!!
n i want to work during holis but theres bridging program rite??/fuck it!!!!almost one month burn because of it!!!!
screw this!!!!

alot of scandals been happening lately!!!!eewww!!!!!like muffin and elmo!!!!!!!ewww!!!!!!!!!!!!

been watching mtv alot lately!!!!on saturday was the hills marathon but as per normal!!!!!DAD!!! SAYING STUdY!STUDY!STUDY!!!fuck lah!!!then on sunday rute after cat class the hills marathon again!!!n thx to JUCHAN dad who gave me a lift home(:n this time i watched the whole fuckin marathon of the hills!!!i'm so in love with lauren's character!!!n today season 3 started!!!n so much more drama!!!n audrina is so pretty!!!n heidi is realy blinded by love!sad case!!so love the hills...

can u believe it!!i have tuitin for maths today when maths exams just finshed like wtf no break at all!!!!!!

to crystal!!!i dun think i can go och on wednesday!!!!u noe my dad!!!!then if i come back late,i will get it all again...like last myeS!!!!sorry!!!perhaps during holis??

Going to Cameron with family!do i want to go?what do u think?no!!!not when nw im not going the same time as horse n other ppl!!!im going during december!!!wtF!!!!!

oMg!!i so cant study for physics!!! i cant rmb all da formulas!!!n i cant concentrate!!!i HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s:i want ipod classic
p/s/s:i love>>>>JJ>>

2008-10-02T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl....i've finally woken up my blog!!but i wont be blogging again until eoy exams are over!!!
im damn fucking pissed off noW!!!i was playing with my mum's phone and the next minute!!!my fucking sim card corrupted i think cuz,...i called up m1 and they said i didnt lock my sim card...so i wont be answering calls or replying msgs till i chane my stupid simcard...how am i supposd to survive without my handphone for the mean time???im damn pissed..i've never been pissed like this b4!!!!

I HATE THIS!!!!!I HATE EXAMS!!

2008-09-24T19:45:00.002+08:00

Today it's the happiest day of my life!!!and stressful too!!!

happy part first!!i've realised that waiting for 3 years was so worth it!!!i'm glad my mummy sinting told me to wait n not give up!!!
and i'm now chatting with my primary school friend...DIYANAH!!! i so,so,so miss her(:
memories of pri school days i still think about it n miss all my frens n the time we spent for 6 whole years!!!
i dun want to leave assumption like that!!i want to i dunno...not regret what i did?
i missed the times when we played during recess time n crapped when we got older!!!during pri school we couldn't really express the way we are..like we couldn't like pink as we were afraid to be called sissy!!but nw i think of it...it was kind of childish...but pri schools are meant to be like that rite??
anyway after eoy exams diyanah plans to hv a reunion for us malay class pupils only!!!!so excited!!!i miss them like hell!!!i'm definitely gonna tear when i see them!!!!

nw for the saddest part!!!i hv tuition tmr...i dunno whether duren busuk really gave up??amaths is a killer!!!!lots of homework!!!stressed like hell!!!got scolding frm och for not doing homework...losing his hw!!!and did i mention STRESSED!!!...oh ya eoy's is next week!!!mother tongue is the first paper..mustn't disappoint my cikgu so i'm gonna study for my mother tongue this time and not to get marks like OMG!!!yup....is my bro ignoring me????even if he is...why is he???...do i love u???oh no im sorry wat the hell am i thinking i'll always love clownfish!!!like duh!!!!n when will B@#$%^&*( stop checking on me!!!i think i got it all down!!bye(:

p/s:HAPPY BELATED B'DAE TO HORSE TAY YU XUAN!!!HAPPY B'DAE TO MISS TAN!,EARLY B'DAE WISH TO AMSYAR & WILSON PANG!!!!(their b'dae is tmr)!!!!!!!

2008-09-23T12:32:00.000+08:00

Blogging at MRL!!!!woohoo!!!!!blog has been sleeping again!!!will upload some pictures as i went to the singapore flyer and spent my sunday with my family as it was my grandmother's birthday!!!!so ltr(:

2008-09-16T12:18:00.003+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!!

i cant believe my blog was sleeping for so long!!!but had family problems and school problems...BUT,its all over now!!!thank god!!!

i pon school today!!!!hehehehehe!!actually no lah...i'm down with a sore throat!!!can u believe it and have mc for fucking 2 day!!!!but hv excuse letter for pe also...that one i like...

ok ok...i was having a grudge on b!@#$%^& but i tink nw i hv forgiven her i tink!!!i dun want to screw up my eoy because of her and besides,the problem is already resolved!!!!!!!

im gonna upload some videos frm youtube!!!that animals can kinda talk and a sneezing panda!!!and a eating cat!!!wohooo!!!animals do rule!!!how i wish my cat and sister's dog could do that!!!!enough of these crap and on with the videos!!!
oh ya sadly i couldnt go to old changi hospital!!!as my results were like TUT!!!!and my dad already told me i couldnt so...perhaps next time crystal during school holis???

The cat language!!!wait the translation of the video next after this clip!!

next the sneezing pandA!!

and finally the cat who can eat with.....

enjoy!!!and comment on the videos!!!

CIAO(:

2008-09-07T18:33:00.005+08:00

I MISS MY SISTER LIKE FUCK!!!!!

normally she would come home on weekends(she's married now so at least she comes home!) and hang out with us but she headed for U.S last thursday...it's like damn fucking boring!!!now she's in Las Vegas..lucky ass!!supposingly she went for work but i think she went there for work and a holiday!!!!

enough about that...i hv new themes for my psp!!!credits to my godfather(:and my godsister received her 1st holy communion today..congrats girl!!!i do love her but sometimes as she irritates me sometimes!!!

i really dunno what the fuck is my families problem like cant they accept me for who i am???like they keep staring like i did something wrong???and my fucking aunt is anothr one always making trouble and problems!!!and a backstabber!!!!like the BITCH!!!!!they talk behind my back when im gone!!like what the fuck lah just say it in my face!!!and settle things!!and they supposed to be more mature!!!my ass lah!!more chicken rather!!!!only my mum and grandma truly accepts who i am!!!unlike my aunt!!who usually talks behind my back(hello ppl are different!)!!!thank god we severed our ties...I THINK???

School's reopening tmr!!!like wth it's so fast..i just closed my eyes and the next thing,school begins tmr!!!damn scary!!!

actually have nothing to blog today!!!as PER normal!!!!!hahahahahaha

by.e...bye!

2008-09-04T21:32:00.002+08:00

a video to show how smelly is the durian????
to me durians are not smelly but one of my faves but to other ppl it can be like vomit,a smeely shoe or rotten eggs to them...
Durian is said to have high cholestral but infact it isn't!!!here's an information that proves it!!Good points
"No saturated fat
No cholesterol
Very low in sodium
No sugar
High in dietary fiber
High in thiamin
High in vitamin B6
Very high in vitamin C"(extracted frm http//:www.calorie-count.com/calories/item/9422.html)

so ppl with high cholestral u guys can continue eating durians cuz its not as bad as u think!!!!
aniway i found the video at clicknetwork and found also one video by Xiaxue(famous blooger)imidating dawn yang!!!damn funny and bimbotic(:Xiaxue u rock!!!!!Here's the video(:

today was shopping with mummy as i promised to go shopping with her!!!it was great but watching mummy having difficulties walking really made me almost cry as i couldn't do nothing but watch her in pain...she was in pain but insisted to go out...even though we argue and misunderstand each other alot i noe she always supports me and nags at me for my own good(:but i sometimes cant contol my temper and just start shouting at her back(:i really want her knee to heal so i wont see her suffer anymore....

on with eat yesterday..macaroni,may,horse and i went to jack's place for lunch...we wer quite embaressing as we were speaking and laughing laughly....

this is one of the funny converstions..

we three finished our food already except for macaroni!!!
the waitress came and...

THE WAITRESS:Can i serve the ice-cream now??
MACARONI:NO CANNOT!I HAVENT FINISH YET!!!
THE THREE OF US:

the next minute macaroni didnt even finish but they served the ice-cream!!!!!!!
then went to finish the ss at her house,slacked and watched spy kids!!!woohoo!!!i wish i was a spy!!!then went home):

tmr is going to be another boring day!!!!yup..yup...

2008-09-02T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hey today was an awesome day(:chatting with ELIN AIK!!!! woohhoo...slacked and of cuz studied at her house!!!but i noe i didnt(:her parents are nice and her dad is funny(:hehehehe..and so is her aunty...tnx for the donuts(:

changed blogskin again like yeah!!!i think i change blogskin too often!!!

and to all he silent readers out there!!!!plz let me noe if u are reading by tagging!!!!!plz just tag!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER< KURT NICHOLAS DRYSDALE(:hehehehehehe(he's old!!!!!)
u gotta stop acting like an 8 year old!!!!!

actually i have nothing to blog about but i'll try to get pictures tmr!!!!!!!

blog today for nothing sia!!!!

i really hate that bitch and ACBCs!!!!!!!

2008-09-01T14:37:00.004+08:00

Today i watched the whole series of Girls out Loud!!!awesome series!!!!it stars Xiaxue(wendy),the famous blogger and Roselyn lee(987 dj)sorry dun noe if her name is spelled correctly...this series was shown on channel 5 before if u guys can remember it...

actually on one of the episodes which is the last one...on plastic surgeries and botox/lip fillers!!!i've always wanted to do plastic surgery since i was little...cuz i tink my nose is not sharp enough and my parents always say i hv a button mushroom nose[like they have very sharp noses!being ironic] which i feel is kind of insulting!!!like wtf lah some ppl are born with nice noses but wat about me...i want to have an angmoh nose also...but after seeing hw plastic surgery goes im really fucking scared to do one!!!!!i tink that plastic surgeries are more scary than to put tattoo which i have or body piercings which i also have...so i tink i have to consider plastic surgery...about lip fillers...like helloo!!!my lips are fucking thick already lor!!!got such thing of making it thinner????that i might also consider(:

Botox...haiya see until i reached 30!!!or when i look old and haggard!!!!but i do think that is such thing as natural beauty as well an unatural beauty as some celebraties look fugly without makeup whereas some look beautiful with or without makeup!!!natural beauties!!!

enough about this shit!!!on with my life!!!!!!!!

my parents always disapprove of wat i do and say always!!!like when im too frank i will for sure kena scolding!!!but i rather be frank than be a fucking liar like the bitch!!!so shrew them!!!they seriously don't have a life!!!!!

i really hate girls who think that they are beautiful when they are not!!!like they think that all the guys in the world like that or have crushes like them!!!like plz dont embaress urself lah!!!!!look in the mirror first b4 u start to act chio plz!!!!!im frankly surrounded by 2 ppl who act like that whom i hate!!!!my supposingly good frn frm pri school!!!who hinks that all the guys like her!!!![hint:not frm aes(:]..when actually they don't...i've asked and did research!

and another...im not even close to her but she acts pretty in front of everyone!!!and i can tell..acbc(act chio,bo chio)[my theory]
[hint;shes a junior]

p/s:pink is nw my favourite colour(:

2008-08-31T14:46:00.010+08:00

Hmm i practically had to drag myself out of bed today):really damn tired frm sleepless nites and only sleeping in the early morning!!!!!!!like wtf i cant fall asleep!!!!

cat class was BORING but it was still fun with pals like Juliana,Hillary and Sarah!!!oh did i mention we met Chris one of our pri school clique members(:we took pics and i have some totally random pictures!!!

CRYSTAL i need rando pills!!!!!!!!!!i've caught randomnism!!!!!!

oh cut the crap! here are the pics!!!!!!!

the four of us nissing Ariani):

us again with no one being extra(:

Tattoo(:

piercing(:looking fierce though!

retarded tongue(:

Split personality???

no pics liao!!!!!

tnx to Juliana for being the photography for the first 2 pics(:tnx alot(:

p/s:i hate u bitch!!!!shld i lepak with Ariani tmr???

2008-08-31T00:06:00.012+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY dearest sister KELLY ANN DRYSDALE!!!!fyi ur 24 not 14(:hehehehehehe

some pictures!!!at home(:and we went to a palce callte OWEN some seafood joint!!!ehe food was awesome but too bad my sis didnt bring her cam with her so decided to take pics at part 2 of b'dae celebration!!!!!!

and BITCH i still fucking hate u!!!!!!

retardess of my brother(:

bro's and sis's b'dae cake!!!

b'dae girl looking bored and (because i said so) mum!!!

My sis KELLY(:

1st pig and 2nd pig(kurt and kelly)

"i've got rotten teeth!!!"

"somemore milk PLZ!!!"

mum looking retarded

"YUMMY!"

"do i look beautiful like this?"

Birthday kiss frm her husband(:

Happy b'dae in advance to my bro!!!his b'daeis on 2nd september!!!!wohooo!!!!

I really hate that bitch!!!i cant wait till school reopens...i will shoot her non stop!!!!see what can she do!!!!!

now im damn freaking tired frm 2day!!!!

nite ppl(:

2008-08-29T21:05:00.003+08:00

60TH POST...woohooo!!!!!wait till i get 100TH post!!!!yay(:
Blog has been sleeping again!!!!sad case cuz no ~~TIME~~ to blog!!!!actually im just too fucking lazy!!!!yup lazy!!!
today teachers day was awesome but the stupid bitch spoilt my mood for the whole performance like wtf u play drums big fuck is it???watever lah!!!and ppl im not jealous of her i just wanna shoot her!!!and if u(bitch) are reading this post u(bitch) go to hell!!!!!

dun think im more soft than crystal and jiawan i will forgive that easily!!!!smile for wat it is too late!!!!!!

btw i pierced my eyebrow!!!tnx to zul for helping me(:i so love it(:but that means need more $$$ to buy studs): MUM! money PLZ hahahahahahahaha(:

i think im over you(:or maybe not?oh wat the hell who the hell cares!!!!

my english marks has improved and guess wat???NO more english remedial for me yiPEE!!!!hahahaha...i emphasized the word no!!!!hahahaha

Happy birthday(24 years) to my sis in advance(: KELLY ANN DRYSDALE as ur b'dae is tmr(:!!!!!tnx for keeping secrets with mummy and big pig(eldest bro!!) and helping me to get out frm trouble frm daddy everytime(:.....old already liao(:thank god im only 15...i noe u will be jealous(:

gonna celebrate 1st pig and 2nd pig's b'dae tmr(:heheheheeheheh...trying to take pics tmr(:
1st pig ur older(28years) so.....happy birthday in advance(:(plz stop acting like ur 8 when ur the oldest!!!!)

p/s:if my sis reads this im gonna be dead(:oh watever(^.^) n frm my bro!!!!

2008-08-26T22:28:00.002+08:00

Tired frm tuition and all that shit!!!!!!
2day was fun but tiring...

so gonna flunk amaths and emaths hw!!!!!diedie!!!!!
shld i give up???or listen to mummy sinting???y not giving up????

nothing much to blog..

hey guys plz visit vivi's blog at viviagustina.blogspot.com...hehehehehe

well at least i updated my post(: