what to do...
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
i'm tired and i'm bored!!
and yes i hate the boss!!!
now i have updated the half dead blog!!!!
p/s:never trust your parents with secrets.....
9:50 PM
hold me tight at....
different?
Thursday, November 26, 2009
prom was awesome!!
and i like the new me(:despite all the problem with ahem..i didn't shed a single tear..i've become stronger(:and i love it
i don't care what ppl think of me anymore!!so what if i like ahem before??so what if i don't like guys for now??don't worry i'm not homosexual for sure and there is nothing wrong with that...so fuck you for thinking that ok(:
i'm tired but i can't sleep..can't wait to start working...really can't wait(:
p/s:i hate you plankton! fuck off from my life..i don't want to be friends with you anymore...eventhough you're my mum's friend son...who the fuck cares!!piss me off further and see if i'll kill you ok(:you thought i was nice but..you're wrong fucker!!you messed with the wrong person..you fucking poor and you still have a girlfriend!!wtf??you're an lbr..there's someone out there better for me(:hope you and your bloody bitch last long yeah!
12:08 AM
hold me tight at....
a new me(:
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Guys don't worry(:i'm like super happy!!i know my reaction i s worrying but i'm fine really i am fine(:
went job hunting today(:and if it all ends well then,YAY!!how does secret recipe sounds??it sounds fab to me(:
job hunting again tmr(:this time at jurong point(:at least it's nearer...today job hunting was at vivo with sarah d(:
hope to start work soon..it'll get my mind off some things and the best thing,we get to make new friends!!!hehe(:
i hate the the colour red..it makes me so sad):
haiz the new me loves black and brown(:
i hope sarah d and i get the job(:and i hope we get to work at the same outlet(:
p/s:some ppl are just so immature..but who cares..they are just a year younger than me,but the act like they are still in kindergarden..and their so afraid to tell ppl to their faces..why are you'll so afraid??come and tell me to my face lah!you guys are just wimps get this right(:..i'm still waiting for you guys to come and tell me(:i'm waiting.....
7:52 PM
hold me tight at....
three words for you bitch...
Sunday, November 15, 2009
gold brown(:hair colour chosen by my mum(:
baby zack sleeping on my bed(:
aww....
cutie pie(:
adeleine the gambler...
auntie adeleine in words of eugene bitch(:
roulette baby(:
her hair colour is damn chio..seriously(:
hope the bitch sees this(:
this is where the real post begins(:
FUCK OFF ALRIGHT???
i don't know if you're upset cuz you're very good/lesbo partner is liking the same guy as i am now,,so why do you have to interfere??unless you have something going on with him as well(:??ok whatever..you can hate me for all i care..they're over like a year ago..get over it already!i'm going to fight for what i want..is there anything wrong??why did you put up a post like to mine??and i'm not imagining things ok??i never liked you in the first place(:
so ya..i really hate x-tra's interfering..like wtf lah..did i ask my friends to put up a shoutout linked to mr...ex??please i admit i'm a bitch..but i;m definitely no match for you(:so just stop it alright!!i'm sick of it..playing stupid childish staring games in school(:thank god i'm graduating soon(:and even if i retained,i won't be in the same class as you..you'll be more pissed if i retain cuz i'll be in the same class as him!!get it(:
happy thoughts now....sleepover at ADE's house tmr!!!yay(:can't wait(:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and graduation day on tuesday(:open house on sat!!!can't wait(:i hope i don't see you there though..the sight of you irks me...
p/s:fuck i lost one side of my contact lens):
p/s/s:i hope my dog bites the bitch!!cuz she's a muslim and my dog is not halal(:beat it bitch(:be very scared(:
9:30 PM
hold me tight at....
stupid hairdresser...
Friday, November 13, 2009
i didn't get my hair reborned today as the fucking hairdresser wasn't there..and she didin't even tell me..wtf??belo sis was pissed also as she accompanied me to the place...haiya but it's a good time also,cuz belo sis said i perm my hair better(:so..i'm dying my hair first then i perm on the 20??or see what my mum says first...
belo sis coming over later again(:we're going to watch paranormal activity!!!yes(:hehe(:i broke my 1 month of abstaining from maggie noodles!!i think if i die young i'll die cuz i'll have too much wax in my tummy...(:
i don't even know why i want to give up now...it been 3 months already and now i want to give up...i don't understand myself at all or maybe i don't love you enough already so it's best to let go(:and let your ex-girlfriend go after you ok??let's not keep in contact also..when your contact pops up on my phone..it'll just make me so sad):so ending it all now(:
sorry cousin but i don't think i can handle it anymore..i've had enough...
p/s:i still love you plankton and i want you to know that someday...but now is not the time..maybe i'll let you know when i'm in australia(:
p/s:i love my green contacts(:
12:35 PM
hold me tight at....
i can't adapt to the sudden changes...
Thursday, November 12, 2009
i really felt like crap today..but didn't feel so bad after going to ade's house(:girlfrens were there so we were all super hyper(:but it shan't be written here what we did(:it's a secret(:
i think i'm finally giving up!!yes i surrender,i don't want to end up in the same state as 9 months ago..so yes..i know it'll be hard but i gotta let go sooner of later right??as long as i have my girlfriends around i'll be fine..and i have to look for a part time job asap(:to keep my mind occupied(:
msged cousin today and i felt so much better after chatting with him(:luckily he's always there for me i feel so great after talking to him..i swear i was about to cry today but when i chatted with him i was smiling and immediately i didn't feel like crying anymore..you're a great guy cousin!!the girl who's going to be with you is going to be lucky(:he's the only one that i really listen to..and he makes me ponder and i'll then make the right decision(:i'm just stubborn to my other friends..as per mormal!!!!!i'm a freaking taurus ok!!what do you expect??(:
but plankton i think i still have to tell you right??or not it's not fair..ok let's make a deal,if you go for the chalet i'll tell you..and if you don't,fate is telling me that we're not meant to be(:so ya..let's leave it to fate(:
10:17 PM
hold me tight at....
i didn't want to wake up from that dream of mine...
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
yes i dreamt that his ex-girlfriend called me on the phone..and she was like cursing me at first and i didn't know why..then she was like i hated you that night when he told me he liked you and he was so depressed that he smoked and drank with me..and my reaction was omg!!!!!!!!!ok relax...but before that,i did something super bad to him..i feel so bad eventhough it was just a dream...so bad i'm so not going to treat you like the dream(:i promise(:
o'levels science paper 1 today..after this paper i'll be able to breather properly(:
and mothertongue tmr..i hope i get to see him later(:i miss him(:
and monday it's lc and freedom baby!!yeah(:
p/s:my mum has officially pissed me off today..i have freaking o's today and she tells me to wait with my dog outside ntuc and then go meet ade..i better not to be late..or else!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!i so have to score on this paper!!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!!the irritatingness(is there such word)
11:11 AM
hold me tight at....
what to do...
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
i'm tired and i'm bored!!
and yes i hate the boss!!!
now i have updated the half dead blog!!!!
p/s:never trust your parents with secrets.....
9:50 PM
hold me tight...
different?
Thursday, November 26, 2009
prom was awesome!!
and i like the new me(:despite all the problem with ahem..i didn't shed a single tear..i've become stronger(:and i love it
i don't care what ppl think of me anymore!!so what if i like ahem before??so what if i don't like guys for now??don't worry i'm not homosexual for sure and there is nothing wrong with that...so fuck you for thinking that ok(:
i'm tired but i can't sleep..can't wait to start working...really can't wait(:
p/s:i hate you plankton! fuck off from my life..i don't want to be friends with you anymore...eventhough you're my mum's friend son...who the fuck cares!!piss me off further and see if i'll kill you ok(:you thought i was nice but..you're wrong fucker!!you messed with the wrong person..you fucking poor and you still have a girlfriend!!wtf??you're an lbr..there's someone out there better for me(:hope you and your bloody bitch last long yeah!
12:08 AM
hold me tight...
a new me(:
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Guys don't worry(:i'm like super happy!!i know my reaction i s worrying but i'm fine really i am fine(:
went job hunting today(:and if it all ends well then,YAY!!how does secret recipe sounds??it sounds fab to me(:
job hunting again tmr(:this time at jurong point(:at least it's nearer...today job hunting was at vivo with sarah d(:
hope to start work soon..it'll get my mind off some things and the best thing,we get to make new friends!!!hehe(:
i hate the the colour red..it makes me so sad):
haiz the new me loves black and brown(:
i hope sarah d and i get the job(:and i hope we get to work at the same outlet(:
p/s:some ppl are just so immature..but who cares..they are just a year younger than me,but the act like they are still in kindergarden..and their so afraid to tell ppl to their faces..why are you'll so afraid??come and tell me to my face lah!you guys are just wimps get this right(:..i'm still waiting for you guys to come and tell me(:i'm waiting.....
7:52 PM
hold me tight...
three words for you bitch...
Sunday, November 15, 2009
gold brown(:hair colour chosen by my mum(:
baby zack sleeping on my bed(:
aww....
cutie pie(:
adeleine the gambler...
auntie adeleine in words of eugene bitch(:
roulette baby(:
her hair colour is damn chio..seriously(:
hope the bitch sees this(:
this is where the real post begins(:
FUCK OFF ALRIGHT???
i don't know if you're upset cuz you're very good/lesbo partner is liking the same guy as i am now,,so why do you have to interfere??unless you have something going on with him as well(:??ok whatever..you can hate me for all i care..they're over like a year ago..get over it already!i'm going to fight for what i want..is there anything wrong??why did you put up a post like to mine??and i'm not imagining things ok??i never liked you in the first place(:
so ya..i really hate x-tra's interfering..like wtf lah..did i ask my friends to put up a shoutout linked to mr...ex??please i admit i'm a bitch..but i;m definitely no match for you(:so just stop it alright!!i'm sick of it..playing stupid childish staring games in school(:thank god i'm graduating soon(:and even if i retained,i won't be in the same class as you..you'll be more pissed if i retain cuz i'll be in the same class as him!!get it(:
happy thoughts now....sleepover at ADE's house tmr!!!yay(:can't wait(:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and graduation day on tuesday(:open house on sat!!!can't wait(:i hope i don't see you there though..the sight of you irks me...
p/s:fuck i lost one side of my contact lens):
p/s/s:i hope my dog bites the bitch!!cuz she's a muslim and my dog is not halal(:beat it bitch(:be very scared(:
9:30 PM
hold me tight...
stupid hairdresser...
Friday, November 13, 2009
i didn't get my hair reborned today as the fucking hairdresser wasn't there..and she didin't even tell me..wtf??belo sis was pissed also as she accompanied me to the place...haiya but it's a good time also,cuz belo sis said i perm my hair better(:so..i'm dying my hair first then i perm on the 20??or see what my mum says first...
belo sis coming over later again(:we're going to watch paranormal activity!!!yes(:hehe(:i broke my 1 month of abstaining from maggie noodles!!i think if i die young i'll die cuz i'll have too much wax in my tummy...(:
i don't even know why i want to give up now...it been 3 months already and now i want to give up...i don't understand myself at all or maybe i don't love you enough already so it's best to let go(:and let your ex-girlfriend go after you ok??let's not keep in contact also..when your contact pops up on my phone..it'll just make me so sad):so ending it all now(:
sorry cousin but i don't think i can handle it anymore..i've had enough...
p/s:i still love you plankton and i want you to know that someday...but now is not the time..maybe i'll let you know when i'm in australia(:
p/s:i love my green contacts(:
12:35 PM
hold me tight...
i can't adapt to the sudden changes...
Thursday, November 12, 2009
i really felt like crap today..but didn't feel so bad after going to ade's house(:girlfrens were there so we were all super hyper(:but it shan't be written here what we did(:it's a secret(:
i think i'm finally giving up!!yes i surrender,i don't want to end up in the same state as 9 months ago..so yes..i know it'll be hard but i gotta let go sooner of later right??as long as i have my girlfriends around i'll be fine..and i have to look for a part time job asap(:to keep my mind occupied(:
msged cousin today and i felt so much better after chatting with him(:luckily he's always there for me i feel so great after talking to him..i swear i was about to cry today but when i chatted with him i was smiling and immediately i didn't feel like crying anymore..you're a great guy cousin!!the girl who's going to be with you is going to be lucky(:he's the only one that i really listen to..and he makes me ponder and i'll then make the right decision(:i'm just stubborn to my other friends..as per mormal!!!!!i'm a freaking taurus ok!!what do you expect??(:
but plankton i think i still have to tell you right??or not it's not fair..ok let's make a deal,if you go for the chalet i'll tell you..and if you don't,fate is telling me that we're not meant to be(:so ya..let's leave it to fate(:
10:17 PM
hold me tight...
i didn't want to wake up from that dream of mine...
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
yes i dreamt that his ex-girlfriend called me on the phone..and she was like cursing me at first and i didn't know why..then she was like i hated you that night when he told me he liked you and he was so depressed that he smoked and drank with me..and my reaction was omg!!!!!!!!!ok relax...but before that,i did something super bad to him..i feel so bad eventhough it was just a dream...so bad i'm so not going to treat you like the dream(:i promise(:
o'levels science paper 1 today..after this paper i'll be able to breather properly(:
and mothertongue tmr..i hope i get to see him later(:i miss him(:
and monday it's lc and freedom baby!!yeah(:
p/s:my mum has officially pissed me off today..i have freaking o's today and she tells me to wait with my dog outside ntuc and then go meet ade..i better not to be late..or else!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!i so have to score on this paper!!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!!the irritatingness(is there such word)
11:11 AM
hold me tight...
